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Originally Posted by XXXXXXXXXX 
not a mean person???? You posted this on 7-14
Why did I think if I loved him enough he would stop drinking? I can't believe all I have endured. I should be dead right now. He wouldn't let me sleep, stole money, beat me and I have lost everything because of it. I am so mentally a.d physically beaten down. Why couldn't I have loved myself like I do him?
Your posts are very inconsistent. Are you in denial, or is it just hard to keep your story straight?
Why did I think if I loved him enough he would stop drinking? I can't believe all I have endured. I should be dead right now. He wouldn't let me sleep, stole money, beat me and I have lost everything because of it. I am so mentally a.d physically beaten down. Why couldn't I have loved myself like I do him?
Your posts are very inconsistent. Are you in denial, or is it just hard to keep your story straight?
Sparklingeyes, I think you are having a very hard time with reality right now.
If you are not seeing a therapist, I hope you find one to help you separate yourself from what is happening in your head. The stories.
I have a mood disorder and I have always been able to pick up on people, because I was trained in my house to be aware always of a certain persons mood.
The "read" I get on you is very confusing. Like you are not in the present, or you move back and forth from memories to the present so much you are confused.
This is only my opinion, and I certainly do not wish to hurt you in any way, but I think you might need professional help. Please consider it.
Beth
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