He Loves the bottle more than me
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Saturday I left my HFA who is in denial. He made it clear to me that I had to choose: to accept him as is or not.
So I did. I packed up while he was out, left him a long letter telling him I loved and accepted him but can't accept the bottle. And I left.
So I did. I packed up while he was out, left him a long letter telling him I loved and accepted him but can't accept the bottle. And I left.
Be very clear with yourself when making these decisions. If you go back nothing has changed. You are not going back to a man that will suddenly see the light. You will not be going back to the time before addiction consumed your relationship. You will be going back to exactly what you left. Is this really what you want? Be sure you are going back to realty, not a fantasy born of wishful thinking, rose colored glasses, or heartache.
There is no work to be done. He has been crystal clear - he is not going to stop drinking. This isn't about making it work. This is about accepting and agreeing to a life with an active alcoholic. It is a hard life - and it gets harder.
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