I'm back...leaving "again"!
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I'm back...leaving "again"!
Hi all,
Been lurking for awhile again...you all knew me before as "keepingmyjoy". I have not been on for so long, I forgot my password and email I used last time!
Long story short, I went back to the AH...great for awhile. Life has turned as it usually does...guess I should not have gone back. He gradually drank more and more and my codie self did nothing at first. Then I laid down the boundary when I could take no more of his behavior and my codiness...NO drinking. He is sneaking. I also just now discovered that he is doing online sh** apparently seeking my replacement, or something more casual and looking at porn. I am just sick of it all. But that's ok. I left before and I will do it again...no problem. Just gotta make the plans....I felt kind of stupid and too trusting. Not anymore. I have work to do. Nice to see some of you that I remember...you are all still awesome. This time, I don't plan on leaving this site again for a very long time. Thanks for all the posts and the reality checks--I needed them and still do. Hugs. Nice to be back.
Been lurking for awhile again...you all knew me before as "keepingmyjoy". I have not been on for so long, I forgot my password and email I used last time!
Long story short, I went back to the AH...great for awhile. Life has turned as it usually does...guess I should not have gone back. He gradually drank more and more and my codie self did nothing at first. Then I laid down the boundary when I could take no more of his behavior and my codiness...NO drinking. He is sneaking. I also just now discovered that he is doing online sh** apparently seeking my replacement, or something more casual and looking at porn. I am just sick of it all. But that's ok. I left before and I will do it again...no problem. Just gotta make the plans....I felt kind of stupid and too trusting. Not anymore. I have work to do. Nice to see some of you that I remember...you are all still awesome. This time, I don't plan on leaving this site again for a very long time. Thanks for all the posts and the reality checks--I needed them and still do. Hugs. Nice to be back.
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Keep posting, keep reading around this and the Family & Friends of Substance Abusers, makes no difference if it is illegal drugs or alcohol...it is all about addiction.
Lots of new stickeys at the top of both forums, take some time to read them...knowledge is power...and can save you alot more heartache.
Lots of new stickeys at the top of both forums, take some time to read them...knowledge is power...and can save you alot more heartache.
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