alybally

I like your post, a lot, English garden. Should I not blame myself though for when I raged at my xabf when he turned on me brutally? I lost my head and raged at him through email since he was such a coward and blocked my number on his cell before he "made the vicious turn". I also took out my anger on his enabling mother and let her know exactly what I thought. I know they feel "justified" now in thinking its ME that is the problem. I just wish I had been better able to control myself, but after 7 months of hell I just couldn't anymore. I might have had a stroke if I had continued to hold all of that in.

BixBees505

Lots of solid support and empathy here. It is hard to accept insanity. In our loved ones. In ourselves.

alybally

His alcoholism almost made me insane. Ugh.