Things are falling into place I have decided to put on my big girl panties and just suck it up. I have been reading and working my steps. I am going to Alanon regularly. I am working on the Acceptance of what I can't change and working on setting boundaries for things I find unacceptable (with my sponser/alanon friends help as my view may still be a bit distorted by my own issues).. and things are better. Not in concrete ways. But I FEEL better. I am not as angry. I am feeling like forgiveness isn't something I need to rush. I am being more patient with myself. Trying to be more patient with RAH since half the time I have no idea if my own expectations are realistic for that situation... and am trying to communicate what I NEED. NOT expect but NEED from him. He isn't psychic and even if it is clear to me it may not be clear to him. I am no longer walking the aisles of the hardware store looking for bread. :) |
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