I told her that I am leaving
I told her that I am leaving
Over coffee today I told my ex that I am moving to SF. She excused herself from the conversation shortly after and I came home. She has a lot of work to do on her recovery and I have to work on myself as well. She gave me a hug and looked away and it felt like the last goodbye. I just need another hug
Hi Rorty, I have been following your story and you seem like a very kind and sensitive soul. I admire your strength to do this and your ability to not let the 'crazy' get to you.
Stay strong!
Stay strong!
Originally Posted by babyblue
Hi Rorty, I have been following your story and you seem like a very kind and sensitive soul. I admire your strength to do this and your ability to not let the 'crazy' get to you.
The truth that I have found is to follow my heart. The crazy gets to me but I push through it because I have a destiny in San Francisco. Having this plan has freed me from the confusion and frustration of our "relationship." It has also brought us closer, something I sense but cannot define. I do not feel attached nor immersed in her world, her choices, or an outcome. I feel as though I can love her and expect nothing. My future is now depends on me, my choices, and faith in myself. If I can tow this line then I will I keep her in my life and be as supportive as I can. But I will not compromise my needs or boundaries. This is all such a mixture of gray but it feels alright.
Originally Posted by gbz
BIG HUGS to you, I know it's hard , I read your other posts.
Starting over is not that bad, you had already made up your mind.
btw welcome to SF !!
Starting over is not that bad, you had already made up your mind.
btw welcome to SF !!
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