What is a relapse I'm not trying to rationalize, justify etc... my AH's relapsing... I am trying to understand if my take on it is too "harsh" (and if it is then it is-- I am not changing my plan to leave him) or if the stuff I've heard him tell me for a while now (that he says he hears in AA) is real or lies? What I am told is this: "relapse is part of recovery-- everyone does it" "it's common to have multiple relapses but as long as they lessen in severity that's making progress" "it's unreasonable to think someone can just stop cold turkey without a few relapses" True? I am posting this on the AA board too bc I wonder if it might not be better to hear from folks over there... If I am wrong to do that feel free (whoever is in charge here) to remove it and tell me... Opinions? |
What I am told is this: "relapse is part of recovery-- everyone does it" No, relapse is part of alcoholism. It is not part of recovery. "it's common to have multiple relapses but as long as they lessen in severity that's making progress" No, it is not making progress to relapse. Period. "it's unreasonable to think someone can just stop cold turkey without a few relapses" Stopping cold turkey might be dangerous to some alcoholics, but again, relapse is not part of recovery. Whether he is hearing this in AA or if he just thinks he is hearing this, it is painfully obvious that he is not taking his recovery seriously. I believe he is doing the bare minimum he has to and trying to convince you he is doing all he can. He isn't. Just an FYI - I am an alcoholic. |
And.... again... my gut is right! Everything you said is what I thought too but I have no idea-- I'm not an alcoholic, I don't know what he hears at AA, I am not him. I don't want to be him and I don't want to try and "show him the way" anymore... Mostly I just wanted to know for my sanity whether or not what sounded like bs to me, sounded that way to anyone else! Thanks!
Originally Posted by suki44883
(Post 2943121)
What I am told is this: "relapse is part of recovery-- everyone does it" No, relapse is part of alcoholism. It is not part of recovery. "it's common to have multiple relapses but as long as they lessen in severity that's making progress" No, it is not making progress to relapse. Period. "it's unreasonable to think someone can just stop cold turkey without a few relapses" Stopping cold turkey might be dangerous to some alcoholics, but again, relapse is not part of recovery. Whether or not he is hearing this in AA or if he just thinks he is hearing this, it is painfully obvious that he is not taking his recovery seriously. I believe he is doing the bare minimum he has to and trying to convince you he is doing all he can. He isn't. Just an FYI - I am an alcoholic. |
:bsflag: "relapse is part of recovery-- everyone does it" "it's common to have multiple relapses but as long as they lessen in severity that's making progress" "it's unreasonable to think someone can just stop cold turkey without a few relapses" Relapse is relapse and resumption of consumption . Recovery is finding out what triggers consumption and learning coping skills. Multiple relapses isn't a sign of progress. It is a sign of failure to cope without alcohol. I dont think it is unreasonable to stop cold turkey without a few relapses. I did it! Those answers are based on my own personal experience. Not everyone walks the same path of recovery. Recovery can be as individual as each of us here on this forum. If he is just quacking............ Look at his actions. Do his actions look like the efforts of someone that is trying to recover from alcoholism? |
I LOVE the flag pole raising the BS flag! Made me laugh-- love it! Multiple relapses isn't a sign of progress. It is a sign of failure to cope without alcohol. Okay, kind of what I thought-- I have learned all too well throughout my life not to trust that what my perception is might actually be accurate. One of these days I'll get that sorted out! :) If he is just quacking............ Look at his actions. Do his actions look like the efforts of someone that is trying to recover from alcoholism? Most definitely NOT. |
Originally Posted by Pelican
(Post 2943139)
Not everyone walks the same path of recovery. Recovery can be as individual as each of us here on this forum. If he is just quacking............ Look at his actions. Do his actions look like the efforts of someone that is trying to recover from alcoholism? |
Most definitely BS. He's trying to find a way to justify why he's still drinking. Fact is, he's drinking because he wants to, because he doesn't WANT to do whatever it takes to get into recovery. I quit smoking dope, but didn't get into recovery. Had several months clean, then would "dabble" for a day, but didn't consider it a relapse because, in all honesty, I still had the "stinking thinking". When I did fully relapse, it was bad enough that I was willing to whatever I needed to NEVER get there again. That was a little over 4 years ago. He may "talk the talk" but he's, most definitely, not "walking the walk". If and when he chooses recovery, he won't need to say a word...his actions will speak loud and clear. Keep doing what you're doing...I read your other thread, and YOU are absolutely making progress. Him? He's just telling you whatever he thinks will get you back into codie-land, and I'm really glad that it's not working any more. Hugs and prayers, Amy |
What he supposedly hears in AA meetings, and what he tells you is said in those meetings are likely to be polar opposites. That jargon that relapse is a part of recovery is crap that came out of some less than stellar rehabs. When I drank again, relapsed if you will, after 4 years of recovery, I can assure you that relapse was a part of my active disease, not my recovery. My sponsor will celebrate 30 years of continuous sobriety/recovery, and has had no relapses. He is a firm believer that to drink is to die. Be true to yourself. Do what you need to do for your own recovery and sanity! :hug: |
Relapse is part of alcoholism. Not recovery. I have friends who recovered, relapsed, and got serious and have 30 years sobriety under their belt. I also have friends who recovered, were sponsors, relapsed, and lost everything. It's all in the actions. I would be concerned about someone who rationalizes a relapse. |
not to hijack thread...but what do you think is differnce betwewen a slip in early recovery and full blown relapse? |
Don't you have to be in recovery to have a relapse? |
Originally Posted by Impurrfect
(Post 2943194)
Most definitely BS. He's trying to find a way to justify why he's still drinking. Fact is, he's drinking because he wants to, because he doesn't WANT to do whatever it takes to get into recovery. I quit smoking dope, but didn't get into recovery. Had several months clean, then would "dabble" for a day, but didn't consider it a relapse because, in all honesty, I still had the "stinking thinking". When I did fully relapse, it was bad enough that I was willing to whatever I needed to NEVER get there again. That was a little over 4 years ago. He may "talk the talk" but he's, most definitely, not "walking the walk". If and when he chooses recovery, he won't need to say a word...his actions will speak loud and clear. Keep doing what you're doing...I read your other thread, and YOU are absolutely making progress. Him? He's just telling you whatever he thinks will get you back into codie-land, and I'm really glad that it's not working any more. Hugs and prayers, Amy He is definitely trying to suck me into codie, feel sorry for him land and boy was last night and this morning hard... I was tempted to call/text/see how he is... I feel guilty, etc... But I KNOW that those are residual unhealthy reactions to the way I've lived all my life but they don't have to be the way I keep living... He wants to spend time together this weekend under the guise of "it's important for the girls that we are together for Easter". I KNOW I don't have the strength to stay out of codie land if I am around him and I am not sure what to do.... |
Originally Posted by lillamy
(Post 2943237)
Relapse is part of alcoholism. Not recovery. I have friends who recovered, relapsed, and got serious and have 30 years sobriety under their belt. I also have friends who recovered, were sponsors, relapsed, and lost everything. It's all in the actions. I would be concerned about someone who rationalizes a relapse. Me too (the bold part). And I've been concerned about someone who refers to repeated "slips" as just that. Slips. He's been in and out of outpatient rehab since Nov and has not yet strung together any long period of sobriety (4 weeks max). And yet in his mind bc none of the "slips" since Jan have been major, day long benders or in his mind interfered with his day to day functioning (his perception and mine are clearly different) he doesn't see that he's relapsed. Relapsing for him is having days long drinking binges and having something awful happen as a result (law involvement, car accident, physical injury to himself etc...) Evidently throwing his marriage away and hurting his kids isn't "awful" enough for him to see what he's done is relapsing. Whatever. His life to throw away- not my problem anymore. I really was just curious for my own perspective and appreciate everyone's responses... |
Originally Posted by wanttobehealthy
(Post 2943586)
He wants to spend time together this weekend under the guise of "it's important for the girls that we are together for Easter". I KNOW I don't have the strength to stay out of codie land if I am around him and I am not sure what to do.... You are important You matter Your needs are important If you need time and space away from him, then that is what you do. Give yourself time and space away from him. He wants Plan A: spend time together this weekend for the girls You want Plan B: Time to focus on your needs. Your plan includes taking care of yourself. This will give you strength and inner peace to be a better you and a more fantastic Mom. IMHO, his plan includes manipulation and guilt. Based on my personal experience with my recovering alcoholic ex husband, our time together "for the kids" had very little to do with his spending quality time with the kids. It looked and felt more like his trying to impress me and spend time with me with "the kids" along to watch the show :c020: PLAN C: Dad gets to spend time with the girls from ____________to __________ on _____________ date. Mom gets to have time to focus on her needs and make her own special plans for quality time with her girls. The girls get quality time with each parent. Hugs to you!:ghug3 |
I think what he's hearing is people who are trying to make someone else feel better after a slip. IOW, what some well-meaning people TRY to communicate to the slip-ee is that it isn't the end of the world, you can still recover, it's not that uncommon. But, as has been pointed out, there's a huge difference between an unexpected situation or giving in to an uncontrollable urge to drink (which is what alcoholism is, after all), and simply continuing to see what you might be able to get away with. Even those who are doing everything they know how to do not to drink may continue to slip up for awhile. Conversely, some people have no intention of quitting forever and use the "it's just a slip" to justify it. It all depends on where his heart/head are at. I think anyone who is serious about recovery is mortified by a slip. Those who seem to roll along like everything is just fine are those who, I suspect, are simply not ready to quit drinking. This is my own personal yardstick. |
From what I've heard other people explain... To someone who truly wants to recover, being told that "relapses are a part of recovery" is a morale booster they use to move on from the relapse and go on to an even stronger recovery, rather than allowing themselves to just give up and be afraid to return to AA or whatever other program(s) they're working to be viewed as a failure. To someone who isn't really trying to recovery, being told that "relapses are a part of recovery" is an excuse to continue to drink under the guise of recovery. |
Originally Posted by Pelican
(Post 2943606)
This is YOUR life too You are important You matter Your needs are important If you need time and space away from him, then that is what you do. Give yourself time and space away from him. He wants Plan A: spend time together this weekend for the girls You want Plan B: Time to focus on your needs. Your plan includes taking care of yourself. This will give you strength and inner peace to be a better you and a more fantastic Mom. IMHO, his plan includes manipulation and guilt. Based on my personal experience with my recovering alcoholic ex husband, our time together "for the kids" had very little to do with his spending quality time with the kids. It looked and felt more like his trying to impress me and spend time with me with "the kids" along to watch the show :c020: PLAN C: Dad gets to spend time with the girls from ____________to __________ on _____________ date. Mom gets to have time to focus on her needs and make her own special plans for quality time with her girls. The girls get quality time with each parent. Hugs to you!:ghug3 So, I'm dreading the conversation of "either see them with me around or not at all". And since I have no legal right to say this right now it may turn into a fight. Of course, he KNOWS he is breaking bail by drinking and I have proof of that and I could call and report him and that would solve the visitation alone problem pretty easily I'd guess. I'd hoped to not deal with this before the trial and to instead let the judge and lawyers deal with it and him on that date but maybe I ought to just make that call and start the ball rolling... Ugh. |
He is using the girls as an excuse. Sure, he may enjoy seeing them on Easter, but he's putting it that way so you will feel guilty if you say no. Yes, you most certainly do have the right to say he cannot spend Easter with the three of you if you suspect he is drinking. Even if you don't know he's drinking at that moment, you have proof that he has been drinking. That gives you the right to enforce your sense of responsibility for your children. He is again trying to manipulate you. |
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