just checking in.....
 

hey you guys, Diva feels drained and lonely today......miss the abusive exboyfriend.....this is sick....gotta get a grip....gotta get a grip...i have a show tonight, so i will be on stage and be in total diva mode, at least i can escape for a few hours...wow....i've gone from supporting an exhusband heroine addict to having to deal with my demons...this is really reallly hard work.....

You sound like you understand. Sorry for the uncomfortable time but it could be just something you have to get through to get to the other side. Hope you find a bit of extra pampering for yourself today.

just checking in..countrygirl
 

countrygirl....
thank you for your reply...yes, hopefully there is a light at the end of the tunnel...this feels like an awfully long long journey.....but i am plowing through it...to the best that I can....it is really hard...