My bad behavior is the cause.........
 

of course I know better, but I stay always thinking like a little girl thinking maybe if only I had behaved better my Dad would of abandoned me and my Mom would of commited suicide (i guess subconsciuosly) dah not really!

I wish I believed the thing I read here and often repeat to some of you. I suppose one of these days with God's grace it will sttle in or I will have had enough.

uuugh..


oh well

Thank you sr forum today you gave me strength........


michelle

I have a half sister.

Her mother committed suicide.
Neither she or my half brother ever...'got over it'.

And it shaped who they both are today.
Although neither of them were actually committed to trying to.


It's a deep deep hurt you're climbing out of hon.

You're still not alone.