Well, I did it again.
 

Have been trying to have NC with A, things going well for 3 months, he went into what I call "stealth mode" on Christmas day (ie: not answering e-mail or text msg)

Found a picture on Facebook of him with someone he was seeing before me-pic dated Dec 27th...

I am SO ANGRY with myself for getting sucked back in 3 months ago.
I could kick myself.
I feel like an idiot-again.

I should have listened to my brain and not my heart.

Be gentle with yourself.

You did what you thought was best.
Forgive yourself.
Love yourself today.

We are here supporting you!

What pelican said! :)
Don't look back and judge.
Look forward and make self-care choices.
Hugs
peace