Starlynn

I guess I am just not strong enough to do this. After all we have been through and my ABF yelling at me on Sunday I only made it a day and a half ignoring his text messages... He just called and I answered. He is out of state for work and was calm and pleasant. He told me my cards and letters are out at his house because he keeps reading them. Then asked if I wanted to work things out and I said yes... He asked if I wanted to get together this weekend and I said sure.

What is wrong with me? How come I can only stay mad for a bit then get lonely and miss him? I know the weekend will come and there will be disappointment again.

wicked

Starlynn,

Try to stay in this moment. What can you do right now to feel better?
Don't be hard on yourself. Lessons are being learned all the time.
I did it over and over until I got tired of it. Just be aware of what is happening.
You seem to be doing just that.

Beth

TatliGuzelim

Been there done that more times than I care to admit. Be patient with yourself. Trust that this is where you need to be today and you'll get where you want and need to be when you're ready. I always say we learn on our Higher Power's schedule and no one else's. Hugs.