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I have'nt written in a while because I wanted the whole child support thing to be completed.=
i've been busy drinking and have just sobered up enough to write a cohesive letter.

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I would have paid sooner, but you didn't bother to tell me that the judgement had been made and that I should be paying.=
i have never paid a penny to you for my child and now will only pay because of the judgement. if there is anyway i can get out of paying, then i will not pay any money because i need all my money to buy drink and cigarettes.

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Now that I know, I've goten the statement back from the government, so I know that you know that not only am I cooperating, but I've arranged to pay the back payments which you didn't tell me were building.=
i am making the back payments to avoid going to jail, not because i feel you deserve them. if i thought you needed money to raise a child, then i could have made voluntary payments directly to you. as it is, i am pissed at you and hard at work scheming how to get out of giving you and DD any money.

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I am cooperating as I said I would, you know that now=
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as history tells, i did not cooperate until you forced me to by law and i'm furious with you for doing that.

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Whatever hurt you are feeling, all I can ask is that you don't let your daughter pay the consequences. She deserves to know her father. I have done everything you asked, including allow you to obtain full custody by not even showing up to court.=
it's so much easier to just have another drink and blame you rather than try to stay sober enough to get to court. plus, now that you don't drive me everywhere, it was too much hassle to get there.

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I don't want a battle that will harm DD. You said that you would not keep me from her if I did what you said. Please keep your word.=
i am too lazy to bother to do the things required to get visitation with my daughter. i actually don't care too much about her, but i'm pissed at you and this is one way of pushing your buttons, which gives me pleasure.

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FYI: You declared DSS on your taxes as a dependant, that makes you responsible for child support to him (doesnt matter who he lives with). As you are in a higher tax bracket than me, it would be you paying child support not me. (seriously, ask your lawyer about this).=
my foggy, confused alcoholic brain actually made this up and i now actually believe it.

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I haven't done it, and I'm not going to do it. I mention it only because I want you to see the extent to which I am cooperating.=
really, i am threatening you with this made-up lie that i now believe. i have every intention of pursuing you for child support tomorrow when i sober up...or maybe the next day...or hey, next week is soon enough...

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I just want to see my daughter.
i just like to harrass you because you outsmarted me and i know i am so much smarter than you. wait until i show up in court once i get over this hangover, get out of debt, get my clothes clean, beg a lift, tap $20 from someone...once i do those things, i'll be in court to get my rights.

hey transformie, thanks for the vote of confidence!

as you know, my confidence is in tatters after being put down, lied to, belittled, cheated on and thrown down a stairwell!

oh, i forget my all time favorite oppression...being screamed at for talking about the health benefits of fresh vegetable juice.