12stepnchick

Surgery was a success-I'm hoping we wont know 100% for sure for awhile but I'm keeping the faith.
Either way it was a success-showed me who is there for me, who cares for me and whom I really matter too.
Exbf showed up to spend about an hour with my son-he made it here about one (so much for his reliability) and left at 3 to do some things he needed to do before he went to his reunion.
I made it home at 4 and went straight to bed, and he came by at 630 to check on me, and see if I needed anything.
He's gone and I have nothing but time to think......and that is scarey!LOL.....taking the time to look inside me for a change.....I think I've spent so much time focusing on him and everyone else so I didn't have to see me or my part in things......and now it's time.....
Heading back to bed for a bit........a restful day.......

Lola1024

So glad the surgery was a success ! Hopefully you have gotten much needed rest by now. When we have medical issues in our lives it does tend to show us who is really there for us in some ways. I had surgery back in February and felt some of the same things. Hugs to you. :ghug3

Jadmack25

So happy that all went well for you: now rest, relax and heal....and leave thinking or worrying about others for when it really is needed, and that aint now.

Now, is your time, Chick's time to do whatever she wants and needs to do.

So cool it and lay back for a while.

God bless

Bernadette

Good vibes for a speedy return to form! Take good care of yourself!
peace-
B