I got a new attitude
I got a new attitude
Without my recovery program, I don't know where I would be.... I think my life actually really began 3 years ago when I awoke from my denial and ended my marriage to my AH. I have lived more in the last 3 years than I did for the combined 45 years before that.
My current bf is at home packing a u-haul truck to move half-way across the country.... We are committed to continuing our relationship long distance. The old me woud be upset and worried and trying to hang on so tight to MAKE SURE to not let this relationship get away. I hope the relationship continues, but I am not panicked if it does not. I know from the past three years that if my HP takes something away from me, that he has something much better in store. I've seen it, I believe it, and I trust that it will happen.
So, I am now free to relax and enjoy what life presents.... Going to go on a 20-hour drive and see parts of the country I have never seen before. Going to support my wonderful bf as he starts his great new job (after being unemployed for a year), going to spend time working on my house, planning my daughter's 16th bday, and help with my son's upcoming wedding..... And it all is happening on it's own, I just get to sit back and enjoy!
I can't believe what a great feeling this is!!!
My current bf is at home packing a u-haul truck to move half-way across the country.... We are committed to continuing our relationship long distance. The old me woud be upset and worried and trying to hang on so tight to MAKE SURE to not let this relationship get away. I hope the relationship continues, but I am not panicked if it does not. I know from the past three years that if my HP takes something away from me, that he has something much better in store. I've seen it, I believe it, and I trust that it will happen.
So, I am now free to relax and enjoy what life presents.... Going to go on a 20-hour drive and see parts of the country I have never seen before. Going to support my wonderful bf as he starts his great new job (after being unemployed for a year), going to spend time working on my house, planning my daughter's 16th bday, and help with my son's upcoming wedding..... And it all is happening on it's own, I just get to sit back and enjoy!
I can't believe what a great feeling this is!!!
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