Wife and I don't speak
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ok catkill. i'll tell you the secret.
what i would have liked from my alcoholic would have been:
1. that he recognized the trauma i suffered thru his drinking
2. that he made amends, perhaps through a letter. i wouldn't need this over and over again, but one sincere letter recognizing the baby he abandoned, the cheating, the violence, the heartache watching him suffer, the lies
3. i would want him to state to me that he understands that trust is earned and then go about earning it by being honest and vulnerable
4. i would like if he romanced me through thoughtful actions
5. i would like it if he made a real effort to establish new activities that we could do together, such as hill walking or gardening or tennis. then, i would like it if he did those things rather than just promise it.
6. i would like him to write a no contact letter to anyone who he slept with behind my back and show it to me and we could post it together
7. i would like it if he went to counseling once a week with me, to address my resentment and anger at everything that has happened
8. i would like it if he did his half of the housework and MORE, to make up for me holding the fort for so long
9. i would like it if he could snuggle in bed, without asking for sex, rather, wait until i was ready again
10. i would want him to pay me back the money he owes me, without my asking for it
see, catkill, a woman is like a flower....they bloom and open up in the right conditions...
be vulnerable, thoughtful, helpful, sincerely sorry and give her ALL THE TIME SHE NEEDS.
naive
what i would have liked from my alcoholic would have been:
1. that he recognized the trauma i suffered thru his drinking
2. that he made amends, perhaps through a letter. i wouldn't need this over and over again, but one sincere letter recognizing the baby he abandoned, the cheating, the violence, the heartache watching him suffer, the lies
3. i would want him to state to me that he understands that trust is earned and then go about earning it by being honest and vulnerable
4. i would like if he romanced me through thoughtful actions
5. i would like it if he made a real effort to establish new activities that we could do together, such as hill walking or gardening or tennis. then, i would like it if he did those things rather than just promise it.
6. i would like him to write a no contact letter to anyone who he slept with behind my back and show it to me and we could post it together
7. i would like it if he went to counseling once a week with me, to address my resentment and anger at everything that has happened
8. i would like it if he did his half of the housework and MORE, to make up for me holding the fort for so long
9. i would like it if he could snuggle in bed, without asking for sex, rather, wait until i was ready again
10. i would want him to pay me back the money he owes me, without my asking for it
see, catkill, a woman is like a flower....they bloom and open up in the right conditions...
be vulnerable, thoughtful, helpful, sincerely sorry and give her ALL THE TIME SHE NEEDS.
naive
You simply cannot shortcut, cheat, trade, or buy trust. You have to earn it. And the law of human nature is that, once trust has been damaged, it's a lot more expensive to earn back.
It. Just. Is.
CLMI
Ok folks, the original question(s) have been answered several times. Ya'll are starting to repeat yourselves and go in circles. Can we move on to other threads? There's plenty other folks in need of support and experience.
Mike
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Mike
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Last edited by DesertEyes; 04-25-2010 at 08:39 AM.
I have another question. Why doesn't the NAW just leave if you are miserable.
If friends are more important then me and our Son then go get your happiness that you are seeking
Do they think something is going to change more than we've changed already
It may be more about not trusting the change. Fear of putting all our eggs in a basket that historically has resulted in nothing but fear, loss, and pain is a powerful thing. Our alcoholic partners spent years training us that we can't trust them. Most of us learned that lesson well, so well we don't trust them or ourselves.
she doesn't get to see it and will miss out. What really does the NA want?
From what I can tell they are fearful of growing up as they never have had it, and still want to party with alchoholics, but just can't stand to live with them.
Wish I could give some peace I have now away.
It seems that control is a big issue for the NAW, as she thinks she can't control me and make me jealous anymore.
Is this for both the man and women or just the women secrets handbook
At the beginning of every day, or every morning and afternoon, ask yourself what the right thing is. Do that. Don't confuse the question with wondering how your wife will react - that is manipulation and manipulation destroys emotional safety. Just do the right thing and it will all pan out.
Amen, my boyfriend conducted himself in order to kill my trust and he wonders why I don't trust him and refuses to acknolwdge that he did behaves in ways to kill the trust.
Mike, this is a great thread though, even if the questions were answered, the information in here is great!
Catkill...I still wonder, and others have asked..do you have a sponsor?
My husband and I were big party people when we first met. Alcohol was at the center of social life. Young, married, doing well, no children...life was good.
What happened years later is that I crossed the line into alcoholism.Genetics, etc., whatever...it happened.
Now..that changed our relationship totally...I was very, very resentful at first at my husband. He could still drink, he wasn't an alcoholic. Almost all of our friends drank...we were presented with many challenges.
First things first...I had to get sober, and learn to live. I had to take the focus off of him, and put it on me.
This is simple program, but, not easy. Our emotions are all over the place. We look at the way our lives were, and are, face alot of questions.
Still...it takes time., and if you are in the program, a sponsor can help you navigate thru these emotions right now.
First things first...work your recovery..don't be a resentful recovering A...
be a respectful recovering A...
My husband and I were big party people when we first met. Alcohol was at the center of social life. Young, married, doing well, no children...life was good.
What happened years later is that I crossed the line into alcoholism.Genetics, etc., whatever...it happened.
Now..that changed our relationship totally...I was very, very resentful at first at my husband. He could still drink, he wasn't an alcoholic. Almost all of our friends drank...we were presented with many challenges.
First things first...I had to get sober, and learn to live. I had to take the focus off of him, and put it on me.
This is simple program, but, not easy. Our emotions are all over the place. We look at the way our lives were, and are, face alot of questions.
Still...it takes time., and if you are in the program, a sponsor can help you navigate thru these emotions right now.
First things first...work your recovery..don't be a resentful recovering A...
be a respectful recovering A...
Diappointed in Spouse
Join Date: May 2010
Location: California
Posts: 8
Keep being yourself
Boy- what I would do to get my husband to be 100% sober for any amount of time- I dreamed of the things we would do, how I would show him I was proud of him, how happy I would be all evening, and how we would move together past the yucky years.
Yes, as a wife I am angry, bitter, in turmoil for his choices and what he's doing to our family, but his drinking is the only thing I hate.
I don't know your entire story, but if your wife was like me....wanted sooooo bad that you would change and get sober, then she should be relieved that you are back to your real self. Marriage is for better and for worse...sometimes we need to go thru the worse stuff first. Good luck- maybe you could check out my first post for advice- this is my first day on any site.
Disappointed2
Yes, as a wife I am angry, bitter, in turmoil for his choices and what he's doing to our family, but his drinking is the only thing I hate.
I don't know your entire story, but if your wife was like me....wanted sooooo bad that you would change and get sober, then she should be relieved that you are back to your real self. Marriage is for better and for worse...sometimes we need to go thru the worse stuff first. Good luck- maybe you could check out my first post for advice- this is my first day on any site.
Disappointed2
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