AH back in hospital
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AH back in hospital
Its good tho, he needed the drain, cos he was so bloated again. When I called tonight, they had already drained eight litres. So, I have time here without him, and its weird. Weird, but great. I cleaned the house really fast without having to watch him, help him. I washed all the bloody and poopy sheets that i had piling up. Scrubbed everything here, walked my pooch, then went for my bike ride, came home, and cleaned a bit more, now Im playing 80s music, kinda loud 
I got to work tomorrow, but, yes, its good to be playing these 80s cds, (hubby cant tolerate noise)
Love lea
I got to work tomorrow, but, yes, its good to be playing these 80s cds, (hubby cant tolerate noise) Love lea
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Yeah pelican, its great fun. Im searching everywhere now for my 70s cd, its got two songs I love, Kate Bush Wuthering Heights, and Pussycats "Mississippi", I cant find it, oh no... LOL
take care, CashFan.
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Thanks, I cant get you tube cos we have dial up (embarrassed). Hey, I found my Kasey Chambers CD, worth downloading. Barricades and Brickwalls. Heres one song I love
"Not Pretty Enough"
Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me
I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
I laugh, I feel, I make believe it's
real
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can
"Not Pretty Enough"
Am I not pretty enough
Is my heart too broken
Do I cry too much
Am I too outspoken
Don't I make you laugh
Should I try it harder
Why do you see right through me
I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break
I crave, I love, I've waited long enough
I try as hard as I can
I laugh, I feel, I make believe it's
real
I fall, I freeze, I pray down on my knees
I hope, I stand, I take it like a man
I try as hard as I can
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I Still Pray
I still cry for Baby Jesus
And I still pray when I'm alone
And when I'm lost
He'll come to find me
Because he died to save my soul
When I can't walk he's there to carry
When I speak he hears my words
When I wake and I have nothing
He sends me gold, frankincense and myrrh
When I cry my tears of sorrow
When my heart will only ache
And if I'm troubled when I'm sleeping
He will hold me until I wake
I still cry for Baby Jesus
And I still pray when I'm alone
And when I'm lost
He'll come to find me
Because he died to save my soul
When I can't walk he's there to carry
When I speak he hears my words
When I wake and I have nothing
He sends me gold, frankincense and myrrh
When I cry my tears of sorrow
When my heart will only ache
And if I'm troubled when I'm sleeping
He will hold me until I wake
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If I was good, I'd tell everyone I know
If I was free, I wouldn't be so keen to go
If I was wrong, I would take it like a man
If I was smart, I would get out while I can
If I was broken, I would probably let it be
If I was dying, I wouldn't go out quietly
If I was lost, well my heart would feel the same
If I was honest, I would probably be ashamed
But if I were you, I would notice me
If I were you, I would wait for me
If I were you, I would easily hold me
And say, "It's all gonna be okay"
If I was rich, I would spend it on my own
If I was dignified, I'd only smoke at home
If I was dark, I would only dress in black
If I was chosen, I would gladly give it back
But if I were you, I would notice me
If I were you, I would wait for me
If I were you, I would easily hold me
And say, "It's all gonna be okay"
It's not for you to judge
From all this kind of stuff
I'm only half of what you see
But if I were you, I would notice me
If I were you, I would wait for me
If I were you, I would easily hold me
And say, "It's all gonna be okay"
It's all gonna be okay
If I was free, I wouldn't be so keen to go
If I was wrong, I would take it like a man
If I was smart, I would get out while I can
If I was broken, I would probably let it be
If I was dying, I wouldn't go out quietly
If I was lost, well my heart would feel the same
If I was honest, I would probably be ashamed
But if I were you, I would notice me
If I were you, I would wait for me
If I were you, I would easily hold me
And say, "It's all gonna be okay"
If I was rich, I would spend it on my own
If I was dignified, I'd only smoke at home
If I was dark, I would only dress in black
If I was chosen, I would gladly give it back
But if I were you, I would notice me
If I were you, I would wait for me
If I were you, I would easily hold me
And say, "It's all gonna be okay"
It's not for you to judge
From all this kind of stuff
I'm only half of what you see
But if I were you, I would notice me
If I were you, I would wait for me
If I were you, I would easily hold me
And say, "It's all gonna be okay"
It's all gonna be okay
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I found my seventies cd, couldnt rest till I did. It was in my Johnny Cash cd folder. Heres Kate, I love this song. Wuthering Heights:
Out on the wiley, windy moors
We'd roll and fall in green
You had a temper, like my jealousy
Too hot, too greedy
How could you leave me?
When I needed to possess you?
I hated you, I loved you too
Bad dreams in the night
They told me I was going to lose the fight
Leave behind my wuthering, wuthering
Wuthering Heights
(Chorus) Heathcliff, its me, Cathy come home
I'm so cold, let me in-a-your window
Oh it gets dark, it gets lonely
On the other side from you
I pine alot, I find the lot
Falls through without you
I'm coming back love, cruel Heathcliff
My one dream, my only master
Too long I roam in the night
I'm coming back to his side to put it right
I'm coming home to wuthering, wuthering,
Wuthering Heights
(Chorus)
Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
You know it's me, Cathy
(Chorus)
Out on the wiley, windy moors
We'd roll and fall in green
You had a temper, like my jealousy
Too hot, too greedy
How could you leave me?
When I needed to possess you?
I hated you, I loved you too
Bad dreams in the night
They told me I was going to lose the fight
Leave behind my wuthering, wuthering
Wuthering Heights
(Chorus) Heathcliff, its me, Cathy come home
I'm so cold, let me in-a-your window
Oh it gets dark, it gets lonely
On the other side from you
I pine alot, I find the lot
Falls through without you
I'm coming back love, cruel Heathcliff
My one dream, my only master
Too long I roam in the night
I'm coming back to his side to put it right
I'm coming home to wuthering, wuthering,
Wuthering Heights
(Chorus)
Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
Oh let me have it, let me grab your soul away
You know it's me, Cathy
(Chorus)
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Mississippi
Pussycat
Where you can hear a country song song from far
and someone plays the *****-tonk guitar
Where all the lights will go out one by one
the people join the sun
and the wind takes it away
Where the Mississippi falls down to the sea
and lovers found the place thhhey'd like to be
how many times before the song was ending
love and understanding
everywhere around
Mississippi, I'll remember you
whenever I should go away
I'll be longing for the day
that I will be returning again
Mississippi, you'll be on my mind
everytime I hear this song
Mississippi roll along
until the end of time
Now the country song for ever lost its soul
when the guitar player turned to rock & roll
and everytime when the summernights are falling
I will always be calling dreams of yesterday
Leah
Pussycat
Where you can hear a country song song from far
and someone plays the *****-tonk guitar
Where all the lights will go out one by one
the people join the sun
and the wind takes it away
Where the Mississippi falls down to the sea
and lovers found the place thhhey'd like to be
how many times before the song was ending
love and understanding
everywhere around
Mississippi, I'll remember you
whenever I should go away
I'll be longing for the day
that I will be returning again
Mississippi, you'll be on my mind
everytime I hear this song
Mississippi roll along
until the end of time
Now the country song for ever lost its soul
when the guitar player turned to rock & roll
and everytime when the summernights are falling
I will always be calling dreams of yesterday
Leah
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Had my fun, the show's over, nothing to see here. LOL j/k.
I had an awesome night, just playing my music. I got work tomorrow, and I have paid medi ride here, to pick him up from hospital and bring him home. Its awesome, I dont have to do the city drives, I appreciate medi ride. Love Leah
I had an awesome night, just playing my music. I got work tomorrow, and I have paid medi ride here, to pick him up from hospital and bring him home. Its awesome, I dont have to do the city drives, I appreciate medi ride. Love Leah
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Glad the drain is over and done, for now anyway, and you had time for yourself and listening to your music.
I know that when ill, people can be selfish, without actually realising how selfish they are, but they demand so much attention and time, and the carer often has no life but that.
My God, people whinge about our medical and hospital system needing fixing, but compared to overseas we have it made. My forays into cardio were attended to instantly, as were my cataract surgeries, and cost me about $125 all up, for 5 days in Cardiac Unit, trip to Townsville, tests and stent op, 2 cataracts removed and new lenses.
I pray both you and your husband receive the greatest blessings God has for you.
God bless
I know that when ill, people can be selfish, without actually realising how selfish they are, but they demand so much attention and time, and the carer often has no life but that.
My God, people whinge about our medical and hospital system needing fixing, but compared to overseas we have it made. My forays into cardio were attended to instantly, as were my cataract surgeries, and cost me about $125 all up, for 5 days in Cardiac Unit, trip to Townsville, tests and stent op, 2 cataracts removed and new lenses.
I pray both you and your husband receive the greatest blessings God has for you.
God bless
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Hey Jad, yes, we do have it good here. I have a rhuemi with my scleroderma, and thats free. But, its not about me. Hubby got home, and they drained 13 litres of fluid. He looked great. Today, he has swelled up again in his guts, and feet. So, thats what? Three days? You know what I was wondering, cos he sits in a chair playing on the computer, I say to him, get up and walk around. Nope.
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I just dont know emotions real well, yes I am sad, yes I am worried, yes, I am angry, yes, i am scared, yes, I love music. Now, I am feeling guilty for playing music when he is around, cos he hates it. He hates me loving music, go figure.
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Hi Hon, hang in there and do not let YOU get lost in this.
He doesn't like music but you do, fine then he can go for walkies while you listen to something you need.
He needs exercise, and sitting on computer is NOT exercise, can also cause clots in legs (deep vein thrombosis), if you stay in that situation too long.
Have you in prayers Cash, and let's keep up to date.
God bless
He doesn't like music but you do, fine then he can go for walkies while you listen to something you need.
He needs exercise, and sitting on computer is NOT exercise, can also cause clots in legs (deep vein thrombosis), if you stay in that situation too long.
Have you in prayers Cash, and let's keep up to date.
God bless
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Love paryers and support going your way!.....The other night I too got all my eighties stuff going....and I loved it. I have an ipod so have everyuthing loaded onto that and away we go....it felt good! So you enjoy that music....
Take care of you and I am thinking of you both. We put so much on hold for our AH don't we?....I now watch what I want to watch on TV and listen to watch I want to listen to.....
My AH is on a mega downward spiral at the moment with his depression.......it's pretty unbearable to live with as many of you would know. Its like throwing petrol on the fire...drinking with depression.....I am taking care of me and my three beautiful children and now that I have stepped back from the chaos (as much as one can when still living in the same house) I am enjoying so many things about my children......
(((((HUGS to everyone)))))))))))))))) Phiz
Take care of you and I am thinking of you both. We put so much on hold for our AH don't we?....I now watch what I want to watch on TV and listen to watch I want to listen to.....
My AH is on a mega downward spiral at the moment with his depression.......it's pretty unbearable to live with as many of you would know. Its like throwing petrol on the fire...drinking with depression.....I am taking care of me and my three beautiful children and now that I have stepped back from the chaos (as much as one can when still living in the same house) I am enjoying so many things about my children......
(((((HUGS to everyone)))))))))))))))) Phiz
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