Feeling weak today ...
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transformyself,
wow, you said what i was talkin about in this very thread.
This was it kerbcrawler.
ah yes, i remember this anger so very well. I am not worried about you though transform, with the progress you are making you will be more than fine soon.
soon the solar flares will be replaced with tiny stones thrown into the ocean, a ripple of apathy.
"what, oh him! i forgot about him!"
wow, you said what i was talkin about in this very thread.
The Cheating is a tool to keep you hooked in and the drama on him.
I wanted to kill both of them. Instantly. It was like a solar flare.
soon the solar flares will be replaced with tiny stones thrown into the ocean, a ripple of apathy.
"what, oh him! i forgot about him!"
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Erhh sorry wicked not to sure were i fit into your last thread...Though in my paranoic manhood ..Vaguely heard my name..And something about stones...And kill them both...
eek..i should know then best about trying to fly the flag of man opinion in such an impartial Human enviroment....HaHa..only joking you gotta have a good old laugh as well right..Or else you
eek..i should know then best about trying to fly the flag of man opinion in such an impartial Human enviroment....HaHa..only joking you gotta have a good old laugh as well right..Or else you
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talk about bein held captive by a cheatin partner..Its kind of or somewhat the same as being held captive in a marriage you have both invested heavily in...But it just aint workin out..But the thoughts of breakin free, alone...Are very scary indeed.but until you do, the mental limbo gets worst..And you just begin to dislike each other that little bit more...Stalemate..HELP...
it was this that you said. i thought you were talkin about being stuck in a long term relationship with someone who cheats?
sorry, sometimes maybe i put my own stuff on there.
did i misinterpret what you said?
my mistake, and please don't worry about posting here. no problem.
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Originally Posted by transformyself 
Oh I can so relate. Listen, The Cheating is a tool to keep you hooked in and the drama on him.
These four sentences, repeated whenever I felt abandoned and desperate, gave me freedom.
I am leaving you now.
This is my choice.
I am free of you and your toxic behavior
All is for my greater good.
This will put the power of choice back in your hands and reprogram what you say to yourself. If you're spinning "why did he leave me? Why doesn't he love me anymore?" over and over again, you'll never be able to detach.
These four sentences, repeated whenever I felt abandoned and desperate, gave me freedom.
I am leaving you now.
This is my choice.
I am free of you and your toxic behavior
All is for my greater good.
This will put the power of choice back in your hands and reprogram what you say to yourself. If you're spinning "why did he leave me? Why doesn't he love me anymore?" over and over again, you'll never be able to detach.
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