Plz...help We had a lot of snow and had to call the AH to help w/ baby. Then ended up not being able to make it to work....and well when i got back it was bad. He was already making ridiculous comments before I left. Then he got angry...I'm not even exactly sure why. He grabbed me by the arm and then was trying to take my computer I was trying to send my lessonp lans for school. I was not "engagin" in his BS....so this made him angrier. I asked him to plz leave and he started half laughing saying he wasn't leaving etc. I still didn't engage and just asked him to leave. I was trying to walk away...I went my bedroom, and he followed me. I had my daugther and we were standing next to the bed. He closed the door and put a chair in front of it and walked over to me and was yelling at me in the corner. I said I was not doing this and I was not talking to him. So I turned away, then sat down with my daughter...he kept saying that he needs help, please go. It was horrible, and he keep saying he wasn't laveing, I could call the copys, my parents etc.....he wasn't leaving...his name is not on my house, so yes I could have called the cops etc. He finally started to leave, then came back in crying acting like he was going to do something stupid. He came back in crying and wanted to kiss his daughter or something....I'm not sure...left saying taking care of her....then called crying telling me to take care of her and tell her he loves her etc...and hung up. I called his sister and told he I was worried about him and didn't know what to do. She tried to call..he just got upset....and called me yelling at me now to call his family - then yelling at me calling me names, til I couldn't take anymore. Here I seriously thought he was going to do something stupid.....was it all a game?? What was his purpose?? I am hurt and confused....I was trying the no contact, but due to the weather had nochoice.....plz tell me what is his goal....to regain control, to try to inflict his pain on me what????????/ |
:o( Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry that happened. I'm pretty new here and I don't want to say the wrong thing or give the wrong advice. But I wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you and your daughter! ((hugs)) |
This is abuse, pure and simple. You cannot rely on him - you are only endangering yourself and your daughter. Please read these stickies: http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...out-abuse.html and get in touch with your local Domestic Violence place. I found that when I tried to detach etc, it just cause STBXAH to ramp up the level of abuse. It wasn't appropriate in my situation and it sounds like it it isn't in your's too. I was oblivious to the danger I was placing myself in. Please get f2f help before it gets any worse! (((hugs))) |
His aim is to regain control, and to bring you back online as his enabler. And since it is only damaging you and your children to see these scenes (I am still damaged by things exactly like this which happened when I was small), with all respect and love, I suggest that you find another support system, even if you have to pay for it. Get a AAA card to help you with your car, a reliable local babysitter to help you with kid emergencies, and other support that does not involve him. It seems the most natural thing in the world to ask him for help when you need it, but that is akin to leaving a wolf minding your kids for you. What he did was illegal. The next time you may get hurt or worse. When controlling personalities feel they're losing everything, they get extremely unpredictable and sometimes dangerous. There is nothing confusing about this, mxh -- he doesn't like what's happening and he is willing to hurt you to get what he wants. If you let him. I hope you won't. You've been making great progress lately and I hope you'll continue to make those small steps forward by eliminating your reliance on him and reducing contact. Hugs, GL |
I'm with GL. he is scary and getting scarier. |
Ah yes, the crying and hints of suicide. Such drama! They are a bottomless pit of ways to pull our heartstrings. You are lucky things did not escalate last night. Please, keep yourself and your daughter safe from this man. I agree that you should contact a domestic violence shelter, and if he comes back, please call the police. |
Mentally - I have asked you before, now I am BEGGING... PLEASE CALL THE NATIONAL DOMESTIC ABUSE HOTLINE and speak to a counselor. I work in my city's abuse center and you are without a doubt putting yourself (and your daughter) in great danger. Do it when he is not around. Don't wait. National Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) |
And if I call a hotline what are they going to do? How is that going to help me? I am not trying to be difficult just wondering what kind of help they can offer.....never thought I would be in this situation. |
They can provide a safe place for you and your daughter and they can give you information on what to do in these situations. No one wants to believe that the man they married is capable of physically harming them, but you yourself said that he was not being rational. Grabbing your arm, screaming in your face and putting a chair in front of the bedroom door are not rational acts. Please, for the sake of your daughter, call the hotline and talk to them. |
I often get calls from women such as yourself. I'm hoping that an experienced voice on the other end of the line can help you understand that you are in REAL danger. You don't seem to be taking it seriously from us here at SR. They will first talk to you about your situation to assess whether there is a threat of violence. They will teach you some safety planning. They will give you numbers for local shelters so that you can call and tell them your story and get your name in their system. That way if you call and say "HELP!!!!" they already have your information and know you are serious about needed shelter (if it comes to that). They can provide a safe place for you and your daughter while you take time to assess what you need... a protective order? ....a lawyer? .... counseling? .... the police? ....transportation? ....day care? Your safety is #1 on their list of priorities. However, the bottom line is that it is your decision whether you stay or go, but at least PLEASE be prepared and be aware of your options. Study and practice a good safety plan. |
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Honey, I guess you are still upset and confused by the actions of a sick, scared, unstable and DANGEROUS man, BUT you need to take action to safeguard yourself and your daughter NOW. Waiting until he really goes of his head is leaving it too late. Get on to that hotline, get all the information on what to do AND DO IT. His mindset and feelings are no way as important as you and your helpless child's safety, so stop considering his problems first and handle the ones he dumps on you. Please heed the advice from the previous posts, as we are scared for you because we care and have got 1st hand experience of A's who try anything to keep what they believe they are losing. God bless |
please pay attention to all this sound advice. i moved too slowly. i couldn't quite accept that mine was an abuser, despite all the good advice i was given here at SR. i waited too long. please don't do the same. |
I was also reluctant, then things got way out of hand suddenly and very much to my surprise over something I didn't expect to be that big of a deal. I could have been killed, was lucky, beyond lucky to escape. It is hard to accept, as they mush our brains and self-esteem about so...but the domestic violence counseling I received was and is invaluable to me. Please call, what harm can a phone call do? And it takes so little time. |
mentally...please call the hotline. It costs you nothing. You have everything to gain from just *talking* to someone there. I called the hotline in my area while I was at work. I locked myself in a conference room and just talked with one of the counsellors there. She listened to me, took notes, told me I was right to have called them, and referred me to three local shelters. She also gave me the names of lawyers in my area who could help me get a temporary order of protection so I could get custody of my daughter. She suggested things to do if the situation got out of hand...It was really great just to talk to someone who didn't think that "It's not that bad" because I hadn't been beaten to a pulp. Please keep us updated. We're worried for you! |
I am sending you good vibes at this difficult time ((hugs)) |
Mentallyexh Please listen to these people when they say to get some help. My experience is very fresh in my mind. Believe me I never thought it would go that far. It was very scary and I was lucky to not get seriously injured. In my case he was ready to bond out when I called the domestic violence people. Let me tell you they were like getting a big hug!! Then led me through the necessary processes to get a protective order and even went to court with me. They furnished me with an attorney as well. And they understand!! |
Hi, Oh I so remember this happening to me with an X. ... . this is what it's called, you set boundaries and aren't "reacting" to him or being codependent anymore, so therefore you are displaying that YOU are in control which means that he can't play on your emotions nor can he toy with your head. He's pulling string with trying to play on your sympathy becuase it was his last straw. . . .my x did the same thing . . .he even slit his wrists in front of me but I was too shocked to see that he slit in the wrong direction. I so can identify with "is this playing or should I take this serious?" Please, do NOT beat yourself up, anybody would , when anybody threatens any kind of bodily harm, it should be taken serious . . if you didn't make any calls and something did happen, then you would be tempted to beat yourself up, most definitely . . . .whether it's a game or not is not to determined when You "sense in your gut" a REAL threat. .. . .when someone cannot play with your head or intimidate you anymore , they go to major extremes and what you went through is not a reflection on You or your reactions . . .it's all about THEM . . you did everything smooth and with a sound mind . ..Congratulations for your boundaries and "not falling hook line and sinker for HIS behavior" . ..that you kept repeating yourself to "leave" and not say anything more is the best way and simplest way to "get your point across" . . no reacting, no reasoning, no arguing, .. just simply say what you mean, mean what you say and you don't have to be mean about it . . . . you did your part excellent . . hats off to you my friend. You did your part well,, his reactions or lack of/were . .HIS business. ..you did well taking care of you and baby. I comment you highly . .. You are extremely sensible under stress, ,. . . . takes MAJOR courage and strength .. please see your strengths. When you don't "play the game, that DEFINITELY gets their attention" . . . .been there done that . Debs |
PLEASE please take care of yourself and your baby. Take the advice of the people above and seek help. You can never be completely sure when it comes to them. They can snap...you see it every day on the news. Please don't become a statistic...seek help for yourself and your child!! Although we don't "know" you in the normal sense...we all are connected...in a very unique way. We are a "family" of people who's lives have been dramatically affected by someone's drinking. We care...seek help! |
MEH - it's quite obvious that there is a lot of concern and experience here. A very similar thing happened to me at the beginning of November. It was through the advice of the amazing people on this forum that I left in a big hurry one Sunday afternoon, and had the support of a forum person on the phone with me as I left (thank you, Dear). Because I hadn't prepared myself, I had to go through a bunch of unnecessary things to get my "stuff". My experience wasn't quite as threatening physically as yours, but the potential for violence was absolutely there, as it is for you. I stayed in a DV shelter for a couple of weeks, then with a friend for a couple more before I got an Order of Protection and moved back to my house. I urge you not only to prepare to leave in a hurry, but to arm yourself as best you can. This man is terribly unstable, and you and your daughter are potentially in GREAT DANGER; anything from being hit to being killed. Please take this seriously. And please stop worrying about him, and start making sure YOU are SAFE. If you'd like to talk to a real voice, please PM me and I'll give you my phone number. I'm afraid for you. Please call the DV hotline and/or somebody on SR. PLEASE! -Tigger |
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