Prayers and to Never Give up...
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Prayers and to Never Give up...
I popped on today just to ask for your prayers. I have been looking at townhouses (rentals) and doing more packing. With each thing I do or box I hide the doubts hit the back of my mind.
Mostly due to the economy and my being disabled. Knowing I can't work really makes this hard; because this will all be about my settlement. I have to then completely believe that my HP is in control.
So if you think of me say a prayer. Things are moving at a snails pace, but they are moving forward. I just don't want to chicken out again. I almost did it once before and didn't. Although, I never kept moving forward like this time.
Thanks everyone...
Mostly due to the economy and my being disabled. Knowing I can't work really makes this hard; because this will all be about my settlement. I have to then completely believe that my HP is in control.
So if you think of me say a prayer. Things are moving at a snails pace, but they are moving forward. I just don't want to chicken out again. I almost did it once before and didn't. Although, I never kept moving forward like this time.
Thanks everyone...
You are doing so wonderfully, Brundle. Keep putting one foot in front of the other, one day soon you will be on the other side of that mountain and so proud of yourself, so at peace, for having gotten there.
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Thanks... I called and am getting my name off all the utilities. So I'm plugging forward.
Sometimes I feel happy and I'm excited then other times I feel so freaked out I want to cry! It also looks like this townhouse maybe a go... We just had a few more questions for the landlord. OMG! I think I'm gonna be sick...
This is good... I just wish I didn't feel so crazy!
Sometimes I feel happy and I'm excited then other times I feel so freaked out I want to cry! It also looks like this townhouse maybe a go... We just had a few more questions for the landlord. OMG! I think I'm gonna be sick...
This is good... I just wish I didn't feel so crazy!
That's the irony at first-- you feel "crazy" doing the normal and good things for yourself. A testament to how topsy turvy our thinking can get.
Remind yourself that you ARE actually doing the right thing for the health and well-being of you and your kids. And that's your responsibility! And you CAN handle it! One step at a time...
peace-
b
Remind yourself that you ARE actually doing the right thing for the health and well-being of you and your kids. And that's your responsibility! And you CAN handle it! One step at a time...
peace-
b
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