even tho today has been ok
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even tho today has been ok
I still have these thoughts in my head all the time- hopefully going to therapy will help, we'll see. Im always wondering if he is telling me the truth- when he says he loves me- I still have doubts, even though he's done nothing since hes been hoe to make me doubt. I don't "feel" like he loves me anymore- we've hadseveral heart to heart talks and he swears his love for me- but addicts lie- look how hes lied to me in the past? Im scared to letmy guard down- afraid he'll leae me again. Im afraid he thinks he could do better than me.
I love him- Im so tired. I wish there was some way not to love him this much.
I love him- Im so tired. I wish there was some way not to love him this much.
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Going to therapy should help, ellima.
When someone gives us just a little bit of something we want very much, then withdraws it, this keeps us watching and waiting for when we might get a bit more. People train dogs this way. Unfortunately, the addict can train us this way, too.
It makes him big and us small. Addicts are very good at it.
Just keep seeking help, to get yourself better, ok?
Bluejay
When someone gives us just a little bit of something we want very much, then withdraws it, this keeps us watching and waiting for when we might get a bit more. People train dogs this way. Unfortunately, the addict can train us this way, too.
It makes him big and us small. Addicts are very good at it.
Just keep seeking help, to get yourself better, ok?
Bluejay
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