Reddmax

I have come to some realizations over the last few days. I really should thank my AW for beating them into me. (I'm a slow learner).

I won't bore everyone with the details, as I went through another horrific weekend.

The one positive about the situation is that I actually left. I packed s*&t up and left. I did come back on Sunday, and found more crap to get mad about, (mainly lying). So, I woke up early this morning and had a "get to the point" discussion with the AW.

I told her that she needs to think about what she wants in life, because I know what I want and I'm not getting it. I gave her till Friday to make up her mind.

I'm continuing to move stuff, as no matter what, I have to live closer to work to save money. Even if I get stuck with the house, I'll have to lock it up and live in the city during the week until I get it sold.

To add insult to injury this morning, as I was leaving, my vehicle had a hiccup. This caused me to spend money I've been saving, but stuff happens.

Oh well....

Thanks everyone....

Redd

Silverberry1331

Mark it on your calender! This is a "redd" letter day! You are making some choices for you! Congrats! Well done! I can hear a "take charge" tone in your post! No victim here.....AWESOME!

Inahurry

Good for you Reddmax, it sounds like you are doing the right thing; you are affecting the things that you can affect, and you are taking charge of the things you can take charge of. I am sure it won't be easy; from my own experience all I can add is that taking charge can sometimes be easier than the alternative - and that's not always expected.
All good wishes to you

Reddmax

Thank you everyone. I'm in mourning now for the loss I'm going through, and working through the anger and grief. It's not fair, but I'm not a baby and fair doesn't always happen.

I have to deal with things, one second, one minute, one hour, one day at a time. I can't let everything get me down.

Redd

BBD

Good for you redd~~~~~

Stubborn1

great job. Something to be said about self empowerment.