Dreaming/nightmares
 

I keep having the same dream over and over again, about divorcing my H.

I have such turmoil in my dream/nightmares.

I feel the sense of relief and a huge burden lifted off my shoulder, I see smiling/lauging and no tension.

But at night when I go to bed or I am alone, I am crying uncontrolabley, I am sad and feeling desperate and dont know how to be.

I wish my dream would go just a little past that, when the pain is starting to ease and I feel sane again.

I wonder if it actually does and I am seeing the after fact first. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

I wish dreams were just a little more clear. I love my choices in my dreams:)

Hey we are at different points on our journey, I keep having nightmares that I take mine back :-)

i have recurrent dreams in which i am crying and pleading with God to please not take her (AW)