sadandhopeless

You sound like such a nice guy and you seem to love her so much. She does not deserve a kind soul like you. You need to take care of you. Just take some time for yourself.

Nothing is going to change today maybe not even tomorrow. But there is hope! Hope is all we have so hang on to that. You deserve better then what you are getting. Most of us deserve better.

One day we are going to be as strong as most of the people on this board and we are going to truly realize that we can't change them - they can only change themselves.