Prayers needed...
Prayers needed...
I haven't really talked about this on here as I feel it's not really pertaining to this disease, BUT, now that I think about it more and more it is. My son's A abusive father and I have been going through a nasty custody battle for awhile now.
He can no longer hurt me physically so he has put our son in the middle to hurt me and stalk me through the family courts. He illegally has kept my son from me. (LONG story).
I FINALLY get to see my son on Friday!! I'm so nervous and scared, and have all these feelings going around and around in my head. He is almost grown up and is a teen.
We will be doing reunification counseling on Friday and I know he will look so different. I'm so afraid.
Please keep my son and I in your prayers during this tough time. I hope I can remain strong.
Thank you
He can no longer hurt me physically so he has put our son in the middle to hurt me and stalk me through the family courts. He illegally has kept my son from me. (LONG story).
I FINALLY get to see my son on Friday!! I'm so nervous and scared, and have all these feelings going around and around in my head. He is almost grown up and is a teen.
We will be doing reunification counseling on Friday and I know he will look so different. I'm so afraid.
Please keep my son and I in your prayers during this tough time. I hope I can remain strong.
Thank you
That is so wonderful that there is a process of counseling that can help you and your son through this process. You are definitely in my prayers.
The whole thing of parental alienation is complicated. I went back and forth on this issue with my son and my XAH. I was soooooo afraid of what his (XAH's) addictions would do to my son. I would let him see him.....then not let him see him. I didn't realize that I was hurting my son by doing this. I did this thinking I was protecting him.
I later found out that my son found pot in his father's apartment when he was around ten. And later yet, I found out that my XH was using my son as his "source" for pot. You know like "Here's a $20 can you cop me some weed?" Great dad, huh?
I'm not sure what I should have done. Parental alienation is damaging. But letting him spend time with an alcoholic/addict was damaging. It's damned if you do and damned if you don't.
I so hope that your son is a happy intact young man after being withheld from his mother. I hope that both of you are able to heal and have a healthy, loving relationship in the future.
Please keep us posted on how things are going LG. We care.
gentle hugs
The whole thing of parental alienation is complicated. I went back and forth on this issue with my son and my XAH. I was soooooo afraid of what his (XAH's) addictions would do to my son. I would let him see him.....then not let him see him. I didn't realize that I was hurting my son by doing this. I did this thinking I was protecting him.
I later found out that my son found pot in his father's apartment when he was around ten. And later yet, I found out that my XH was using my son as his "source" for pot. You know like "Here's a $20 can you cop me some weed?" Great dad, huh?
I'm not sure what I should have done. Parental alienation is damaging. But letting him spend time with an alcoholic/addict was damaging. It's damned if you do and damned if you don't.
I so hope that your son is a happy intact young man after being withheld from his mother. I hope that both of you are able to heal and have a healthy, loving relationship in the future.
Please keep us posted on how things are going LG. We care.
gentle hugs
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Lex: I had no idea you were going through this. Wow! You and your son are definitely in my prayers. I hope you have a really good time with him. I am sure you are nervous and excited. No matter what you'll get to see your "baby"! (((HUGS)))
That is so wonderful that there is a process of counseling that can help you and your son through this process. You are definitely in my prayers.
The whole thing of parental alienation is complicated. I went back and forth on this issue with my son and my XAH. I was soooooo afraid of what his (XAH's) addictions would do to my son. I would let him see him.....then not let him see him. I didn't realize that I was hurting my son by doing this. I did this thinking I was protecting him.
I later found out that my son found pot in his father's apartment when he was around ten. And later yet, I found out that my XH was using my son as his "source" for pot. You know like "Here's a $20 can you cop me some weed?" Great dad, huh?
I'm not sure what I should have done. Parental alienation is damaging. But letting him spend time with an alcoholic/addict was damaging. It's damned if you do and damned if you don't.
I so hope that your son is a happy intact young man after being withheld from his mother. I hope that both of you are able to heal and have a healthy, loving relationship in the future.
Please keep us posted on how things are going LG. We care.
gentle hugs
The whole thing of parental alienation is complicated. I went back and forth on this issue with my son and my XAH. I was soooooo afraid of what his (XAH's) addictions would do to my son. I would let him see him.....then not let him see him. I didn't realize that I was hurting my son by doing this. I did this thinking I was protecting him.
I later found out that my son found pot in his father's apartment when he was around ten. And later yet, I found out that my XH was using my son as his "source" for pot. You know like "Here's a $20 can you cop me some weed?" Great dad, huh?
I'm not sure what I should have done. Parental alienation is damaging. But letting him spend time with an alcoholic/addict was damaging. It's damned if you do and damned if you don't.
I so hope that your son is a happy intact young man after being withheld from his mother. I hope that both of you are able to heal and have a healthy, loving relationship in the future.
Please keep us posted on how things are going LG. We care.
gentle hugs
My x A is a three time convicted women batterer and that didn't matter whatsoever to the courts. He "looked" like the better parent as he is married, attends church, and has had the same job for years. I on the otherhand was looked down upon due to the fact I wasn't married and that I was a single mother trying to obtain her degree.
The family court system is CORRUPT..if anyone is going through this, please please please proceed with caution and contact a women's group that can refer you to an attorney that knows about PAS and abusive fathers.
Thanks for all the prayers
Part of me is excited but at the same time I'm so sad as I've missed out on so much of his life. I think my son is going to have many problems due to all of this, plus he has the genetic makeup to possibly become an addict.
I haven't spoken to his father since 2002. Things are so bad that he tells the GAL (Guardian Ad Litem) that he wants to "talk to me." They have all told him no this isn't about you and her anymore, but he won't listen.
My counselor has made a recommendation to the therapist that is doing the counseling to please keep me safe as his Dad will be dropping my son off, and I'm terrified he may corner me. So hopefully we can work this out safely.
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oh, my god, lex. i'm so sorry that your instincts to protect were thwarted by insanity. it's so wrong. i feel so bad for what you and your son have been through. i am praying for safety and reconciliation for you and your son.
take care,
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take care,
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Sending giant hugs and prayers for you and your son. I have faith that you will soon be making up for lost time without any of the other worries.
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PS That they thought an abuser was a better choice than you is insane!!! Also, do whatever you need to do to stay safe.
Hugs, Rica
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PS That they thought an abuser was a better choice than you is insane!!! Also, do whatever you need to do to stay safe.
Hugs, Rica
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