Falling apart... Prayers please!
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Thanks everyone for your replies and prayers!!!
FD: I had my thyroid tested a couple of years ago. It might be time to go back and have it tested again.
Anvil: I sometimes wonder that if I would just let my mind run without trying to stop it it would stop on its own sooner.
Bernadette: I never thought to do this. My anxiety problems began right after 9/11. I pretty much watched everything from my balcony and we lost a friend in one of the towers. Much of my anxiety stems from lack of control over things, particularly when I feel trapped for some reason, like in a room for a 4 hours exam or on a plane. I think now I feel trapped by decisions I've made in recent months that I'm second guessing, particularly with the break-up. I really miss him and there is nothing I can do about it.
Sleep and anxiety haven't gotten any better in the past few days. Also, the box of maple creams didn't add any more weight to me. I tend to stop eating when I'm anxiety ridden. It's not on purpose, but it just seems to happen.
I wish in some ways I wasn't a person who spent so much time analyzing myself. In many ways right now I feel like ignorance is bliss. I find myself fantasizing about how life would be if I didn't know anything about this. I didn't know for 3 years, so I wonder how it would be if I had just gone on and not known anything.
I'm still trying to had this over to God. I know I can't do it on my own, but I'm afraid of what God will do if I completely give into that.
Obviously I'm still in a world of confusion.
FD: I had my thyroid tested a couple of years ago. It might be time to go back and have it tested again.
Anvil: I sometimes wonder that if I would just let my mind run without trying to stop it it would stop on its own sooner.
Bernadette: I never thought to do this. My anxiety problems began right after 9/11. I pretty much watched everything from my balcony and we lost a friend in one of the towers. Much of my anxiety stems from lack of control over things, particularly when I feel trapped for some reason, like in a room for a 4 hours exam or on a plane. I think now I feel trapped by decisions I've made in recent months that I'm second guessing, particularly with the break-up. I really miss him and there is nothing I can do about it.
Sleep and anxiety haven't gotten any better in the past few days. Also, the box of maple creams didn't add any more weight to me. I tend to stop eating when I'm anxiety ridden. It's not on purpose, but it just seems to happen.
I wish in some ways I wasn't a person who spent so much time analyzing myself. In many ways right now I feel like ignorance is bliss. I find myself fantasizing about how life would be if I didn't know anything about this. I didn't know for 3 years, so I wonder how it would be if I had just gone on and not known anything.
I'm still trying to had this over to God. I know I can't do it on my own, but I'm afraid of what God will do if I completely give into that.
Obviously I'm still in a world of confusion.
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Thanks everyone for your replies and prayers!!!
FD: I had my thyroid tested a couple of years ago. It might be time to go back and have it tested again.
Anvil: I sometimes wonder that if I would just let my mind run without trying to stop it it would stop on its own sooner.
Bernadette: I never thought to do this. My anxiety problems began right after 9/11. I pretty much watched everything from my balcony and we lost a friend in one of the towers. Much of my anxiety stems from lack of control over things, particularly when I feel trapped for some reason, like in a room for a 4 hours exam or on a plane. I think now I feel trapped by decisions I've made in recent months that I'm second guessing, particularly with the break-up. I really miss him and there is nothing I can do about it.
Sleep and anxiety haven't gotten any better in the past few days. Also, the box of maple creams didn't add any more weight to me. I tend to stop eating when I'm anxiety ridden. It's not on purpose, but it just seems to happen.
I wish in some ways I wasn't a person who spent so much time analyzing myself. In many ways right now I feel like ignorance is bliss. I find myself fantasizing about how life would be if I didn't know anything about this. I didn't know for 3 years, so I wonder how it would be if I had just gone on and not known anything.
I'm still trying to had this over to God. I know I can't do it on my own, but I'm afraid of what God will do if I completely give into that.
Obviously I'm still in a world of confusion.
FD: I had my thyroid tested a couple of years ago. It might be time to go back and have it tested again.
Anvil: I sometimes wonder that if I would just let my mind run without trying to stop it it would stop on its own sooner.
Bernadette: I never thought to do this. My anxiety problems began right after 9/11. I pretty much watched everything from my balcony and we lost a friend in one of the towers. Much of my anxiety stems from lack of control over things, particularly when I feel trapped for some reason, like in a room for a 4 hours exam or on a plane. I think now I feel trapped by decisions I've made in recent months that I'm second guessing, particularly with the break-up. I really miss him and there is nothing I can do about it.
Sleep and anxiety haven't gotten any better in the past few days. Also, the box of maple creams didn't add any more weight to me. I tend to stop eating when I'm anxiety ridden. It's not on purpose, but it just seems to happen.
I wish in some ways I wasn't a person who spent so much time analyzing myself. In many ways right now I feel like ignorance is bliss. I find myself fantasizing about how life would be if I didn't know anything about this. I didn't know for 3 years, so I wonder how it would be if I had just gone on and not known anything.
I'm still trying to had this over to God. I know I can't do it on my own, but I'm afraid of what God will do if I completely give into that.
Obviously I'm still in a world of confusion.
And I also spend way too much time analyzing myself. Hope you have some peace in your heart and mind soon.:ghug
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