Pray for me now please
 

He's here getting his stuff right now. The kids are napping and will be up in about 30 mins. The loser stayed at a hotel last night but is currently taking a shower in my home because he wanted to sleep in. Arghhhhh! Must be nice to sleep in when I've been up all weekend with a sick kid! Nevermind that I can check the credit card and see that he went to a bar last night. Freakin' jerk!

Okay, thanks for letting me vent. I'm doing my best to hold my tongue. I wish I was past the point where what he does bothers me (read: angers me!!!).

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prayers going out

From me, too.

Praying for you and your little ones.

Mike :)

Thinking of you...it's hard I know..but you can do this and focus on you and your kids right now. :ghug2

On it, parayers and strength coming your way

prayers and strength also. you will get through this (((hugs)))

You are all amazing. Seriously. I did okay. Let a couple of things slip out but even those things were pretty tame. Mostly eye-rolling...especially when he said he never meant to hurt me. We actually took the kids out to lunch. We talked a little bit but I mostly stayed away while he was packing stuff. The kids were napping for the first hour or so that he was here. Almost immediately after lunch, he said he had to go. I swear he really just wants to be a part time dad. Come over for a few hours and then leave. He may *say* he wants them, but he really doesn't. How could he when his whole life is focused only on him? It's still just so weird that he really wants to walk away from our marriage. He'll have nothing. Literally. And he'll be away from his kids. I know he was depressed from not having alcohol as his crutch anymore (he's drinking again now). I just don't get it, and quite frankly, I'm tired of trying to figure it out. We'll go our separate ways and I can only pray that he'll wise up for his kids.

Thank you all again for the prayers. I really appreciate it. Shannon