Kinda bitter, kinda ashamed
I don't know. I have an anxiety disorder and part of it is that I can't stand change. I don't like not knowing what's going to happen. As sad as it is, at least with his drinking I knew what to expect. Now I don't and it scares the crap outta me.
Trying,
Do they have counseling services at your school? That might be an easier first step...for your schedule and yourself. I, too, have an anxiety disorder, and when I was first beginning to deal with it, I went to a counselor at school. It worked wonders.
Do they have counseling services at your school? That might be an easier first step...for your schedule and yourself. I, too, have an anxiety disorder, and when I was first beginning to deal with it, I went to a counselor at school. It worked wonders.
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I, too, don't believe an adult deserves a pat on the back for acting like a responsible adult; it's expected.
I also don't expect praise for maintaining my house, fixing dinner, doing the laundry, going to work every day, and paying the bills. I do these things for myself--not for others--because I am a responsible adult. I am not a victim.
I also don't expect praise for maintaining my house, fixing dinner, doing the laundry, going to work every day, and paying the bills. I do these things for myself--not for others--because I am a responsible adult. I am not a victim.
At first I felt anger, and bitter resentment towards XABF for everything I did for him and how could he just throw me out...then I felt guilty for abandoning and neglecting myself and my own needs.
When people go out of their way and ignore their own needs to do something for me that I didn't ask or want them to do, very rarely do I feel it necessary to thank them. It's not my job to make him into a decent human being.
When people go out of their way and ignore their own needs to do something for me that I didn't ask or want them to do, very rarely do I feel it necessary to thank them. It's not my job to make him into a decent human being.
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