Hating Alcoholism!!!!!!!!!!
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Hating Alcoholism!!!!!!!!!!
Need To Vent - Just For A Moment, If I May.....
I Hate Alcoholism And Addiction!!!!! I Hate, Hate, Hate It!!!!! I Hate That It Chewed Up And Spit Out My Hopes, And Dreams, And Plans For The Future With The Man I Have Loved Most In My Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Hate That He Is Alone And Sad And Depressed Because Of This Awful Disease!!!!!!!!!! I Hate That He Is Hopeless And I Really Hate The Fact That I Have To Learn How To Move Forward Without Him!!! I Hate Having To Leave Him Behind!!!! I Don't Want To!!!! But I Know I Can't Go Back!!!!!
Grrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !
Just Needed To Get That Out!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks For Listening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I Hate Alcoholism And Addiction!!!!! I Hate, Hate, Hate It!!!!! I Hate That It Chewed Up And Spit Out My Hopes, And Dreams, And Plans For The Future With The Man I Have Loved Most In My Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Hate That He Is Alone And Sad And Depressed Because Of This Awful Disease!!!!!!!!!! I Hate That He Is Hopeless And I Really Hate The Fact That I Have To Learn How To Move Forward Without Him!!! I Hate Having To Leave Him Behind!!!! I Don't Want To!!!! But I Know I Can't Go Back!!!!!
Grrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !
Just Needed To Get That Out!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks For Listening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Join Date: Nov 2007
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I hear ya!
Kglast,
I feel the EXACT same way. I have been with my AH husband for almost 11 years. He has been in rehab 13 months out of the last 4 years...and has not been sober for more then a week at a time. He has so much going for him it is just so sad. Things seem to only get worse though and nothing changes for the better. After reading several posts here I know what I have to do and have taken a job 1500 miles away. I leave in one week. He is so depressed about me leaving that the drinking is worse and daily...I even had to call the cops 2 weeks ago because I thought he OD (it was just a huge amount of hard alcohol over a very short time). I feel bad for him but can't continue to live like this. I long for a "normal" life, one without the chaos and drama. I put off having children (which now I am so thankful for) but am not getting any younger. Bottom line...this disease SUCKS!!
I feel the EXACT same way. I have been with my AH husband for almost 11 years. He has been in rehab 13 months out of the last 4 years...and has not been sober for more then a week at a time. He has so much going for him it is just so sad. Things seem to only get worse though and nothing changes for the better. After reading several posts here I know what I have to do and have taken a job 1500 miles away. I leave in one week. He is so depressed about me leaving that the drinking is worse and daily...I even had to call the cops 2 weeks ago because I thought he OD (it was just a huge amount of hard alcohol over a very short time). I feel bad for him but can't continue to live like this. I long for a "normal" life, one without the chaos and drama. I put off having children (which now I am so thankful for) but am not getting any younger. Bottom line...this disease SUCKS!!
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Join Date: May 2007
Location: Dayton, Ohio
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Alcoholism is a sneaky and aweful disease that in my opinion is so sadly destructive. Every week at my meeting I just marvel at the stories I hear and how deeply it affects others.
BTW feel free to vent sometimes a good venting is the best thing.
BTW feel free to vent sometimes a good venting is the best thing.
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