Hating Alcoholism!!!!!!!!!!
 

Need To Vent - Just For A Moment, If I May.....

I Hate Alcoholism And Addiction!!!!! I Hate, Hate, Hate It!!!!! I Hate That It Chewed Up And Spit Out My Hopes, And Dreams, And Plans For The Future With The Man I Have Loved Most In My Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Hate That He Is Alone And Sad And Depressed Because Of This Awful Disease!!!!!!!!!! I Hate That He Is Hopeless And I Really Hate The Fact That I Have To Learn How To Move Forward Without Him!!! I Hate Having To Leave Him Behind!!!! I Don't Want To!!!! But I Know I Can't Go Back!!!!!


Grrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !

Just Needed To Get That Out!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks For Listening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This Was Originally Posted All In Caps, Btw.....i Know Better Than To Capitalize The First Letter Of Every Word....ha

im with you on all of this. all alchohol does is makes you suffer. alchohol make me sick and disgusted with what is does to families. it aggravates me

(((((((((((((Kglast))))))))))))))

Let it out girl............Let it ALL out............

{hugs}

i'm sorry hun, we all know how it feels, so feel free to vent away!

I am with you all the way on this rant! I just moved out 5 days ago. Hang in there. :Val004:

Kglast :Val004:

Keep venting sweets! Let it all out we are here for you!! :Val004:

Hugs to you, rant away! It does suck, the after affects we are left with. Sorry your hurting K. It will get better soon, it has to :comfort

I hear ya!
 

Kglast,
I feel the EXACT same way. I have been with my AH husband for almost 11 years. He has been in rehab 13 months out of the last 4 years...and has not been sober for more then a week at a time. He has so much going for him it is just so sad. Things seem to only get worse though and nothing changes for the better. After reading several posts here I know what I have to do and have taken a job 1500 miles away. I leave in one week. He is so depressed about me leaving that the drinking is worse and daily...I even had to call the cops 2 weeks ago because I thought he OD (it was just a huge amount of hard alcohol over a very short time). I feel bad for him but can't continue to live like this. I long for a "normal" life, one without the chaos and drama. I put off having children (which now I am so thankful for) but am not getting any younger. Bottom line...this disease SUCKS!!

Illeagle
 

:mock If alcohol were invented today, it would be illeagle tommrow.

did I spell that right???:morning

With you all the way ... it sucks. Sending hugs and good thoughts out to you. Hang in there!

Alcoholism is a sneaky and aweful disease that in my opinion is so sadly destructive. Every week at my meeting I just marvel at the stories I hear and how deeply it affects others.

BTW feel free to vent sometimes a good venting is the best thing.