The demon won...
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(((((((((((((((((((pepperpod))))))))))))))))))))))
You have my condolences sweetie.....the end is just that the end...I too pray that one day they all get well and choose sobriety. When I read a post like this my heart just skips a beat...it really does and then it breaks for all the loved ones left behind to try and make sense out of something that just doesn't make sense. Love to you and your family at this dark moment in your life.
Janitw
You have my condolences sweetie.....the end is just that the end...I too pray that one day they all get well and choose sobriety. When I read a post like this my heart just skips a beat...it really does and then it breaks for all the loved ones left behind to try and make sense out of something that just doesn't make sense. Love to you and your family at this dark moment in your life.
Janitw
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I am so sorry, pepperpod. I know words can not relieve you of the pain you must be going thru. Know that I am praying for you, your loved ones, and the soul of your husband. We are all here for you anytime you want us.
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(((PepperPod))) Please accept my heartfelt condolences on your terrible loss.
I know it doesn't make it better for me to say "he is finally at peace", but I believe it with all my heart.
My prayers are that God will fill you with His warmth and peace and comfort. That you will have the words to help your children cope with such a tragic loss. That He will let the bad memories soften and fade, and the good ones remain sharp and clear.
((((...)))))
I know it doesn't make it better for me to say "he is finally at peace", but I believe it with all my heart.
My prayers are that God will fill you with His warmth and peace and comfort. That you will have the words to help your children cope with such a tragic loss. That He will let the bad memories soften and fade, and the good ones remain sharp and clear.
((((...)))))
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Join Date: Oct 2007
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I feel your love and support...
I am still very much heart-broken and our children are devastated; AH is a peace. I am feeling some twinges of anger now and I guess I just want to know what on earth made him feel entitled to peace when the rest of us have to cope with the path he left behind. I am also understanding from counselors that once our loved ones begin "flirting" with the idea of suicide, it often leads to obsession of suicide and once they are committed to it, it is a done deal. I am like a gerbil on a wheel - I cannot turn my thoughts off and find myself pacing a lot. I got one hour of sleep last night and this is the 9th day after my AH passed away.
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I don't know how I missed your first post, but better late than never to wish you and your family peace. You have my deepest, deepest sympathy. Thank you for your sharing of what you are feeling and going through.
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Join Date: Nov 2007
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what a brave person to be able to come here and let everyone know of your darkest hour. we are so sorry for your loss. our family has also been touched by suicide. my nephew took his own life at 23 on good Friday of all days. God bless you and your family.
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