Feelin Good Today!
Feelin Good Today!
Today is the first day in a long time that I woke up this morning and I feel....I don't know what?? HOPEFUL. That's what I feel. Like maybe everything will be okay.
I'm a little nervous to leave the house because I want the feeling to last. But I know it's up to me to make that happen.....or at least I'm in control of myself so if it doesn't I have nobody else to blame.
I guess I don't really have much to say...it just felt good to feel good and I wanted to share something positive for a change!
I'm a little nervous to leave the house because I want the feeling to last. But I know it's up to me to make that happen.....or at least I'm in control of myself so if it doesn't I have nobody else to blame.
I guess I don't really have much to say...it just felt good to feel good and I wanted to share something positive for a change!
OMG! Wouldn't you know today of all days AH would show up at my office.
I just keep repeating to myself...I'm in control. I am resonsible for ME. It's okay for me to be selfish...right?? It's okay to be selfish!?!
Okay...I'm getting back on track.
I just keep repeating to myself...I'm in control. I am resonsible for ME. It's okay for me to be selfish...right?? It's okay to be selfish!?!
Okay...I'm getting back on track.
That doesn't surprise me in the least. Something about 'a' radar....when we are feeling better/stronger...we must send out some sort of unconscious signal that they easily pick up on. This has happened to me so many times.
Stand your ground!
Stand your ground!
Okay, I'm back on track....I'm even smiling as I type this. OMG! I'm smiling. I don't remember the last time I smiled for no reason!! It's so weird. I've been so consumed with him and trying to figure this all out I guess I've felt weighed down.
I'm so glad to be smiling!!!
I'm so glad to be smiling!!!
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Exactly DITTO to what ICU said! They have that radar! I have learned to just surround myself by closing my eyes now with that white light and give it to my HP!
Way to go Chero!
Way to go Chero!
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