SaTiT

chero,

it's from the course of miracles....lol
it's not what one may think..it was different then what
I thought anyways. I havn't complete the course yet becuase
it became too much for me to comprehend. it gave me a
headache right around 6 months into it.

I belive it's in reference to the love of god, or unconditional love.
The real is unconditional love, the unreal is fear.
kind of like darkness can't exist if you trun on the light.

what i got out of it..., it changed my perceptions
or the delusions..fears generate by my mind.
The course goes into great depth of changing my thought
process. There are daily excercizes..but it gave me a lot
of headaches, so my spiritaul advisor told me to stop.
And when I was ready to practice it again...I would.

I'm far from being that perfect unconditional love. I've
strive for it. I've made progress. It's clearer. I try to
practice the unconditional love to the best of my abilities.
it's brought me peace, but i'm not god or a hp .lol

that's why I trun to that unconditional love when I'm
in fear. Cuz my gf just don't have that much love for me.
And sometimes I still hate myself. I don't feel holy..
Just another codi trying to live another day healthier.

Yeap..that's why i turn to that unconditional love to
heal me, becuase loosing someone I love hurts.

Sunlight81

Besides the usual, read a book, go to a meeting, find a good therapist blah blah blah

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