sunflower update
 

Hi All
It's all OK--I am done having a melt down and am sorry if I upset anyone by it. I am overly sensitive when I think someone is attacking someone--not their opinions-because I value everyones.I thought about all the times you have been there for me--I also recieved numerous PMs from so many of you telling me not to go--so it looks like you are stuck with me.
I over reacted and I apologise.
Know that this comes from my own self being so deeply wounded that I find it difficult to watch it happening to anyone else.
that is my cross--well one of them anyway.
By nature I am a peaceful soul and I would like to stay that way.
I only want to reach out to all of you all I can---and learn from you all I can....

I did go to the Doctors today(I seesomeof you are wondering bout me) The Doctor says I have to have surgery asap--they did a lung xray and an ultrasound--I have a large tumor on my neck/throat. They will remove it-biospy it and go from there. It has irregular borders which is not a good sign-but I am hoping for the best.Nothing more to say--I am worried but realise its all in the HP hands.

Like I said PLEASE forgive me for my outburst--I was angry (rightgeous)-and reacted negatively.

sunflower, i see no need to apologize - i'm so glad you're back.

i hope everything is well with the biopsy. please keep us posted. i will be praying for you.

Sunflower,

I missed the whole episode...so I cannot respond to that end of it.

One thing I do know is, you are a real asset to this board and I am glad you are back.

I am sorry for the medical setback, and, will keep you in my prayers.

Please keep us posted.

Hey friend.....we are much the same....

Prayers about the biopsy..............

Adding that to my list.

Love,

:flower5:

Sherry

Good. I like being stuck with such nice people.

Prayers go with you for the surgery.
You know who to trust and who answers our prayers. You are in Good Hands.

hi sunflower ,
i too missed it but im glad you are sticking around , ive said before you were one of the first to welcome me here and it would be wrong for you to go , no matter what the circumstances .
so sorry to hear of the health issues and i will be praying for you . keep us posted
M

sunflower, i missed the whole episode, too.....nonetheless, i wish you good health and hope all turns out well on your biopsy.

good!
 

add my prayers too :)

You're in my prayers Sunflower, today and every day.

Mike :)

Thanks Guys---I feel like such a baby for my reaction----and yes I need your prayers---

Glad you are back. Take care and hope everything turns out well for you.

Nobody better to be stuck with!
So, glad you're back! Sigh of relief!!!

Love you much!!

(((Sunflower))) glad you are (still) here!! I'll be keeping you in my prayers. Hope your surgery can be done soon and it goes well.

I missed the whole episode too, but I have definitely noticed your absence. I'm glad you're back and you are in my prayers.

Just really glad you're back!! sunflower!!

So glad that you are back, Sunflower!
I also see no need to apologize.
You were, obviously, looking out for someone that you care about.
You are a kind and caring person, and it shows.

My tumor was as large as a chicken egg with irregular borders, but they got it all.
Thank God!

You have a trusting and faithtful spirit, Sunflower.
Think positive and healing thoughts.

My prayers are with you today and always, friend!
Much love,
Grace

I'm glad you're back - I was beginning to miss the awesome pictures you post!

I have also dealt with a tumors in my neck - thyroid nodules. Take a deep breath. You can do this.

Could you time these episodes (melt downs) when I'm here next time? I have no idea what happened, I don't know why you left, I took that day off, then.... I take another night off from the computer and you come back! (Im just kidding you know)

Glad you're back. As codependents we already have that "questioning ourselves" thing going for us.....and with all of this breathing going on.....I might have to detach from bad posts for awhile :)

Glad you're here.
HQ

You are in my prayers.

Prayers have been said Sunflower.