nervous today
 

for the cat scan. i can tell ah is scared Sh@@@@@@, but his reaction is to put it on me. i really have seen nothing like it. i am just ignoring his comments and his actions right now because i know that he is really scared :( he is making it real hard to be supportive but i am doing it. i know i am his strength. i really am praying everything is alright with him today.

as far as me. i am growing EVERY day and i love it. i'm fighting another personal battle with something else in my life right now and my determination to keep going and keep fighting is amazing even me. i am so determined to move on no matter what! and no matter who tries to hold me back or tell me i can't-ah included!

TIME TO START LIVING LIFE AGAIN AND HEARING I CAN INSTEAD OF I CAN'T :)

I hope things go well. I have my fingers crossed for you!

Good for you Hope! ((((HUGS OF MORE STRENGTH)))

I'll be thinking about you and keeping you in my prayers. Sending you a big hug,too.

hugs, hope. k

Hope all turns out well for the both of you.

thanks
 

i feel every one of those hugs! ((())) right back at ya :)

hope.....prayers going up for your hubs....and for you for having to endure his nervousness that lashes out at you.

mine used to do this to. funny how i never treated anyone else so badly when i was upset or nervous???? it's not fair, not right, and i quit making excuses for him.

i'm glad you are feeling well and strong. see, you are nervous, but you are very sweet about it. you seek comfort and support.

best of everything to you today
much love to you
jeri

i'm sorry in advance....didn't mean for that to come out quite like it did.

We all react different to a situation............I am ashamed to say that when nervous/stressed I will sometimes lash out at those closest to me.

Hope all is well with you. Keep us posted.

We all react differently to the fear of the unknown. I hate the waiting for results.

My reaction to this type of situation is to sleep...don't really understand why, that's just what I do.

Is that why I sleep so much??Just kidding
Seroiusly--Hope angel my prayer are with you and your A....

Then, after the test, how long do you have to wait for results? It could be a long time of nervous tension and lashing out.....keep on doing what you're doing...you're strength is showing.

ps: bad storm last night.....hope you made it through that okay. Your AH hasn't tried to "repair" the roof at all, so that's probably a good thing :)

I'm sure your test results are a priority. CT scans can be read immeditely so don't anticipate a long wait for results. Sending prayers up for you and nothing but good results. God Bless.

Add my Prayers too, but I know it will all come out well.

Sending prayers along your way! (((Hugs)))

praying for the best!!! stay strong!!

awe
 

thank you guys! let me tell you the ct was not fun for ah. he ended up having to have an iv and dye put in him. he hates needles! and that was a total surprize. i felt bad for him.

anyway,now the wait. hopefully it won't be long. i am so praying everything is alright with him.