a little prayer
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a little prayer
Hate to ask--because you all have so much going on in your lives...but I do believe in the power of prayer and positive energy----they found a lump on my neck at the doctors and then another one in my gland on the side of my face.The one on my neck is large--believe it or not my sober AS noticed it first...I am scared...I have been sick for 6 years now and it just never ends for me--I am falling apart--they must have a million test set up for me by now--one for a colonoscopy(had a illeus from the morphine) a nerve study test for all the numbness in my exremities--an MRI for my brain (fell down the stairs) I could go on and on--I am very frustrated by it all--I was always so healthy prior to 6 years ago.I am tired of being poked and prodded--sick from all the medications--of falling all the time....
the worst part--and I can only say this here--is deep down inside me I somewhat blame my son for all he has put me through while I was ill--it has all sucked me dry really...Isn't that awful????
Well just say a prayer for me in your own way--I will have to get through all this AGAIN and I will survive--I have no choice.....
the worst part--and I can only say this here--is deep down inside me I somewhat blame my son for all he has put me through while I was ill--it has all sucked me dry really...Isn't that awful????
Well just say a prayer for me in your own way--I will have to get through all this AGAIN and I will survive--I have no choice.....
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Sunflower, I will pray for you but I must ask....how many different medications are you on? Look at what just happened to me?
Know what causes major health problems? Malnutrition, Dehydration, and Stress, but I also believe that too many medications in your system should be included in this list. Just something to think about.
Know what causes major health problems? Malnutrition, Dehydration, and Stress, but I also believe that too many medications in your system should be included in this list. Just something to think about.
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LOve and light Sunflower.
All my visits to the doctor are stress related and I know what the cause of that is,or should I say who is the cause and I haven't got a problem with allocating the blame so dont knock yourself out about your thoughts about your son.
All my visits to the doctor are stress related and I know what the cause of that is,or should I say who is the cause and I haven't got a problem with allocating the blame so dont knock yourself out about your thoughts about your son.
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My prayers are with you.
Footprints--Lord why is it that i only see one set of footprints in the sand,during my most saddest and lowest times in my life.?
The Lord replied,my precious child,i love you and I would never leave you.During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then thay I carried you!!!!
Footprints--Lord why is it that i only see one set of footprints in the sand,during my most saddest and lowest times in my life.?
The Lord replied,my precious child,i love you and I would never leave you.During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then thay I carried you!!!!
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many many prayers!!!
sent to you for healing. believe it or not i just attended a healing ceremony at my church last night. i am praying some of those prayers have come your way!!! take care of yourself hon.
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Physical effects
Sunflower - you definitely have my support. While my medical situation isn't as bad as yours I went back to the MD yesterday for anxiety and stomach issues - my son drinks and drugs and I get sick - isn't that classic? She prescribed Lexapro but even a partial tab last night made me teeth grinding weird so that won't work.
I want so badly to believe that if I just worked my program harder I could get thru the physical stuff too but I think my "cure" is acceptance and that is not coming easy these days.
ANyway, I understand that sense that your physical issues are due to the stress in your life caused by your son and that is a real fear I have - that my anxiety will create other health problems. I don't have a solution - I'm struggling with this myself - but I do send you support and compassion.
Also - good wishes that test results will indicate solutions are just ahead!
I want so badly to believe that if I just worked my program harder I could get thru the physical stuff too but I think my "cure" is acceptance and that is not coming easy these days.
ANyway, I understand that sense that your physical issues are due to the stress in your life caused by your son and that is a real fear I have - that my anxiety will create other health problems. I don't have a solution - I'm struggling with this myself - but I do send you support and compassion.
Also - good wishes that test results will indicate solutions are just ahead!
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