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Today I had to fill out some paperwork and my husband needed to sign it. I left to go pick up my daughter and told him that he needed to sign it in the lower right hand corner. Now I know he has been drinking today starting early because he is off work today. Well, I get home and he signed it all right...but you can hardly read it because of his drinking. But, I didn't say a word about it. He then walked through the kitchen and said...well I wish the pen would have worked better so I could have signed the paper better.
I can not get over it!!!! I had to chuckle because of what he said....what a dumb thing to say! I still didn't say a word and thought how dumb does he think I am?? Obviously it worried him enough to try to make an excuse to me about....ughhhhhhhhh.
Also, I am curious as to how many people here still live with their AH and why they stay or why you left? I am staying for now and trying to get some kind of education and job...I have been a stay at home Mom for 12 yrs now. Just curious about others....Thanks.....
I can not get over it!!!! I had to chuckle because of what he said....what a dumb thing to say! I still didn't say a word and thought how dumb does he think I am?? Obviously it worried him enough to try to make an excuse to me about....ughhhhhhhhh.
Also, I am curious as to how many people here still live with their AH and why they stay or why you left? I am staying for now and trying to get some kind of education and job...I have been a stay at home Mom for 12 yrs now. Just curious about others....Thanks.....
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Also, I am curious as to how many people here still live with their AH and why they stay or why you left? I am staying for now and trying to get some kind of education and job...I have been a stay at home Mom for 12 yrs now. Just curious about others....Thanks.....
I still live with my AH. I, too, am an at home mom for about the same amount of time. It goy better when I started to get better (by going to Al-Anon).
I started going to meeting before he got sober. They helped me get thru some pretty rough times with him - the dry drunk symdrome, a second DUI, his lying about not drinking, etc. If I didn't have the people from MY meetings I would not have made it thru as well as I did.
And those pens just need to go back to the store and demand a refund!
I started going to meeting before he got sober. They helped me get thru some pretty rough times with him - the dry drunk symdrome, a second DUI, his lying about not drinking, etc. If I didn't have the people from MY meetings I would not have made it thru as well as I did.
And those pens just need to go back to the store and demand a refund!
Hi! I stay because i moved back here (we are devorced and I moved back in 5 1/2 years ago) so that we could start over and continue with the family we started out raising. We had good dreams. We did a good job raising our kids. But when i moved back the drinking got worse. I guess a part of me still holds on to the passed ideals and hopes. But aside from the drinking (which is becoming a bigger part of our lives) there are some good times. I haven't reached that point of breakage yet. And I am not finantually able to live the life I want yet. I could do it, but my quality of life would suffer emencly! (sp)
On the flip side, I have had enough. If he chooses to drink again – I’m outta here! I have also made it clear to him that he must work on his A behavior because even though he isn’t drinking he still behaves like an A a lot of the time and I am not going to live with that either.
I know that everyone here loves or has loved their A. I believe the success rate for sobriety is around 25% (please correct me if I’m wrong) and I think most of us hope or have hoped that our loved one will be one of the successful ones in that category. Unfortunately the larger percentage doesn’t succeed and some find it not only necessary but required to move on in order to save themselves from the insanity that circles around alcholism.
Through prayer and alanon I have learned a lot about me, what is acceptable and what is not. I haven’t decided yet if I will stay or leave, instead I am leaving my options open based on how he approaches his sobriety and recovery.
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hi,
I'm still with my AH. Whe have been married 15 years and 11 year old twins. I've been to my second alanon meeting and the kids have been to their second alateen meeting also. I am not ready yet to separate. I am getting myself financially set so I can do it by myself. My main focus right now is myself and my children. And I need to be stronger for me to make that step. Alot depends on my AH. If he continues to drink then eventually he'll have to leave, but if he gets help then maybe we can make it work.
I'm still with my AH. Whe have been married 15 years and 11 year old twins. I've been to my second alanon meeting and the kids have been to their second alateen meeting also. I am not ready yet to separate. I am getting myself financially set so I can do it by myself. My main focus right now is myself and my children. And I need to be stronger for me to make that step. Alot depends on my AH. If he continues to drink then eventually he'll have to leave, but if he gets help then maybe we can make it work.
I am getting myself financially set so I can do it by myself. My main focus right now is myself and my children. And I need to be stronger for me to make that step. Alot depends on my AH. If he continues to drink then eventually he'll have to leave, but if he gets help then maybe we can make it work.
See, this is what I hate! Living in this uncertain Limbo!!! (which is why you see the word "limbo" under my screen name!)
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Hi StillSearching: I have been with my AH for about 3 years married a little over 1. I stay because I love him and he loves me. I know that and he is not perfect and neither am I. I detach with love I focus on myself I attend al-anon albeit online because I can't get a convenient meeting, and I am in private counseling per week. I have a good counselor who has helped me very much. My AH does the same things. Usually it is at nite and we will be out and I will say I will drive and he will say ok because he is tired. That is a hahahaha moment. I look at it this way. I don't want to control this because I don't need to it makes me uncomfortable. If his actions hence that bad pen, make that document illegal or not accepted then he will have to face that. Here is a cute story. Over christmas we bought a food gift for a friend. One drunken nite my AH let my stepson eat it. In the morning AH tells me that uh-oh son ate the food. I said to him you know son should be told to ask first before he eats it. (I had been asleep) He had to admit his wrong now because I said I was going to talk to stepson , uh oh, He says UH I told him he could eat that one, didn't you buy another one we could give them? I said yes I bought another one but that is going to my friend and I can't give you that. He never said anything. He knew. He is not stupid and he knew that I knew but we don't need to talk about it. Why bother? They are going to do it anyway. So he ended up buying another gift. That was that. Best to you. Irsh
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I totally agree with Irsh - that's how I work it in my house too. I love my AH, he's a great husband (both drunk and sober), great father and grandfather and 99% of the time we get along well. At one time we didn't, but you get to learn the right mix and once you realize it's the disease, not the person, and you can find humor, such as the "pen" or my favorite - if you didn't see him drink, he's not drunk, it's alot easier. I still have my moments where I get angry, but in all reality, what does that solve. QT
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