It is done...
It is done...
It is a bit after 4 AM and here I am to tell you all that my husband is dead. The 5th try was the charm. I don't know how yet. An autopsy will tell. He is finally free from the addict and he freed himself the only way he knew how. Sometimes that happens with addicts. So I no longer have to wonder or worry. I know where he is now. I know he's safe. I know the addict did not go to the other side with him. But I will see him again when it's my turn. He promised me that when it was my turn his would be the first face I would see. You know, some souls are just too fragile for this world.
Good Night, Janet (aka TomsGirl)
Good Night, Janet (aka TomsGirl)
I'm so sorry. I hope you will come here to share your feelngs and with Gods help, we'll all get through today together. He is safe now and you will see him again. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Alcohol is a cruel mistress!!!
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Oh Tomsgirl!!!!!!!!! I have been wondering about u lately and why u hadn't been around on SR. I wish I was there to give u a big hug. This is an alcoholics spouses worse fear. You are right though he is freed from his worldly suffering. He is with his maker and he is finally at peace, his demons (addictions) have been released. I will pray u find solace in his passing and know in death all our worries and earthly toil end. Like u said Janet u won't have to worry anymore, he is safe in the arms of his Savior. I will add u to the pray chain at church. I wish I had more words of wisdom but I am concerned about. Please check in more I though we had lost ya. With Love, Kerry
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Janet, I am so very sorry for your loss. It is the fear of every loved one of a practicing alcoholic/addict. Please hang closer to us and let us try to help you get through this, even if it is just to listen and pray.
Hugs,
Kellye
Hugs,
Kellye
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(((((((((((((((((((((((Janet)))))))))))))))))))))) ))))))
Oh sweetie.......I know there arent ANY words to describe your pain...so I wont even try.......
His pain is gone now and you're right - he's free of the addict.
It hurts sooo much to love someone that doesnt know how to love us back doesnt it? But he loved you !! In the only way he knew how....and he did it to the end....no more worries about where he is, how he is, that he is, what he's doing, who he's with.....ect, ect. All that is answered for you now hun.
Take care of yourself and YOU and HE are in my prayers today.....
Love Ya,
Janit
Oh sweetie.......I know there arent ANY words to describe your pain...so I wont even try.......
His pain is gone now and you're right - he's free of the addict.
It hurts sooo much to love someone that doesnt know how to love us back doesnt it? But he loved you !! In the only way he knew how....and he did it to the end....no more worries about where he is, how he is, that he is, what he's doing, who he's with.....ect, ect. All that is answered for you now hun.
Take care of yourself and YOU and HE are in my prayers today.....
Love Ya,
Janit
((Janet))
I think of you often and was wondering how things were going for you.
Im so sorry to hear this.
Your calmness is a precious gift. May that continue to be with you.
Thinking of you,
Sarah
I think of you often and was wondering how things were going for you.
Im so sorry to hear this.
Your calmness is a precious gift. May that continue to be with you.
Thinking of you,
Sarah
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