I can definitely relate.
I should be grateful I'm alive and well and that things are not too bad here right now - but I am at risk if I get sick, and the fear of getting this thing and not making it through is pretty real the last couple of days...
I'm bouncing around from positive to panic finding it hard to find my footing at the moment...but I hope that won't last long.
We humans are adaptable creatures
I have a duty to myself and others to be as ready as I can be for whatever is coming - and that means taking care of myself.
I can do that - I think you can do it too Libby