Needing advice and support... OA question
I am 5 days sober from alcohol and drugs although binge eating and obsession with needing to eat constantly has been my longest addiction.
When i try to quit drugs and alcohol i gain a lot of weight and eat constantly which i hear is pretty common.
The eating addixtion is waaaaay stronger than my alcohol and drug addixtion which is horrible and deadly at the amount that i have been using but as you most probably know due to the fact you need food to survive and eating large amounts is common and acepted its an even harder addiction to control.
I have had weight loss surgeries, taken the pills, had exercise addiction, prayed and meditated, used apps, therapy, fasted or just got high to stop the urge for more than 18 years now.... I really need to be clean off of drugs and alcohol but at what cost?? I am still owing 4k from my last weight loss surgery which is no longer helping my eating.
I go to aa meetings and sometimes they mention drugs and even food but binging on food is a wholw different animal in my opinion. I have been neevous to try OA....