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Posted 10-04-2022 at 02:36 PM by Zencat
Updated 10-04-2022 at 04:08 PM by Zencat

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As I move forward in recovery I will have to resolve all my regrets. All those emotions of; shame, self-loathing, embarrassment, and the list goes on. I’m working on ‘letting go’, a detachment from my frequent horrid past behavior. To me, the past is an AV wanting to drag me back into the viper pit of active addiction. I do not want to falter and fail in recovery because of my sketch-out recovery past. I just have to be aware of my triggers and stay close to the ‘Path’, be involved daily here at SR, and recovery tools. Try to make friends in recovery (3D and online).
☮My name is♏William (Will) Gibson I have CD/TV tendencies✌. I grew up in the suburbs of Detroit MI moved to South Bay CA in 1975. Never married. Worked☹labor jobs.❤Love my cat. Have 3 older sisters and their families/kids I am on good terms with. I live on an SSDI benefit, Section-8 housing in a funky senior housing project four miles from the pacific ocean beach. I'm sexually exploring with women and with men as a CD/TV “bottom. I’m in recovery from childhood abuse that has caused my PTSD symptoms of: GAD, transvestic paraphilia, clinical depression, and addiction. I’m actively working hard to construct a better version of myself through recovery plans/action.
I lean socialist politically. I incorporate selected Buddhist/Zen teachings into my daily life to guide me. I enjoy the (not too far to hitch a ride there) annual Native American Pow Wow held by the Santa Ynez Band of Chumash Indians. I take in indigenous north American tribal customs and spiritually to expand my cosmic awareness. Kindness is my religion.Some of my likes: Happy people BBQ, friends family. Cats, go figure. Motorsports of all kinds, would love to go fishing again. If it swims I’ll eat it. H.O scale slot cars/trains/buildings/layout, RC mini helicopters/mini trucks. Art drawing, painting, assemblage, CG, crafts, etc. Music; rock 60s until the present, bluegrass, punk, speed/death/mainstream metal, blues, zydeco, reggae, indy, hip hop. astrophysics, paleontology, evolution, world religion history/practices.
Dislikes:NEGITIVE people with endless dreadful dramaturgy theatrics about them.

Crazy car drivers. Human/animal abuse. peas, okra, big flying bugs freak me the f*ck out. Texas wild horses would not be able to drag me to the Lone State.
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    I would like to read your About Me blog but can't read the black text on a grey background. Please change it to white background and black text so I can read it. Thanks. least :hugP
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    Posted 10-31-2022 at 04:19 AM by least least is online now
 


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