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Posted 04-09-2010 at 05:44 PM by tyler

Clean and sober today, that's about it. Felt like crap most of the day, but made it through. Still, I'm filled with this dread, this hopelessnes, that I just can't shake. It's the regular crap after coming down from a week and a half run I guess. I really thought I was getting better, then first opportunity to jump on something, I jump. Sick.

I feel like giving up, but then what?? Not happy high, not happy "normal", just not happy in general. I don't even know if I'd know happiness if I felt it anyway. I just feel like going to sleep and just staying there.
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    Hang in there, and stay strong!
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