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DAY 40 - Biopsy

Posted 02-07-2019 at 08:50 PM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)

I am a strawberry blonde with fair skin and freckles. On top of drinking like a fish I have also been to tanning beds when I was younger. I was young and dumb. I went to San Diego and Mexico a ton, while growing up in Arizona. Any 311 fans reading this? I laid out in that brutal sun with zero sunscreen, thinking peachy-pink reddish skin still looked better than pure, snow white skin. If only time machines were real, right? So far, since last year, I had 3 basil cell carcinomas cut out of...
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DAY 5 - Friends and Cocktails

Posted 01-03-2019 at 09:03 AM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)

5 days sober! Good feelings about myself are starting to trickle in. I woke up with a "Sober for Life" mission, still, so that's awesome. I feel achey, though. My liver and pancreas hurt so I continue to take all my supplements: mushroom powder, matcha green powder, Vegan plant protein powder, enzyme support, liver support, probiotic and multi vitamins. I know it's a little wishful thinking that I can erase 26 years of damage. Anyways, today I would like to talk about my close...
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Crying.

Posted 04-06-2015 at 09:58 AM by FLGuy34

I know, it's not manly of me. But I'm finishing my last drink. Grape soda mixed with whipped flavored vodka. This is going to be so hard. I've been adversarial and angry at people who tried to help me. I've wasted years of my life doing this stuff. It's going to be so hard to quit. I'm going to be so unhappy. How am I supposed to face what I've done to my life without some way of forgetting about it and escaping? What the h*ll am I going to do? Am I just supposed to be unhappy for the rest...
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I'm having my last drink.

Posted 04-06-2015 at 08:25 AM by FLGuy34

I know, that's one of the anthems of an alcoholic.

But it occurred to me today that I don't even like the taste of it. I don't like what it's done to my body. I don't like how it makes me not want to do the things I love, like draw, rollerblade, spend time with friends, explore the city, and even leave my room!

I've recently moved and my roommates have most certainly noticed that I'm sneaking beer into my room on a daily basis, and that's humiliating! It's negatively...
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Shaken but Won't be Broken

Posted 08-12-2012 at 08:43 PM by Intheblackhole

I wish I could say this is my first time visiting this site, but it's about my fifth. Tonight however, I registered. This will be my 3rd attempt and my last, to stop smoking spice. Even as I write about the drug it makes me feel stupid for touching it in the first place almost three years ago. So let me tell you a little about myself! I'm married to the greatest man in this world, without his support I would have broken many times. I'm blessed to have three children, all very sweet and loving! I'm...
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