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DAY 34 - Pretty Stoked

Posted 02-01-2019 at 09:11 PM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)
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I managed to work on real estate school stuff ALL day long. Texas requires 180 hours. I am now about to take my big exam for Course 5 (there are 6 courses), and then my licensing exam after that. Reality is slowly setting in. Soon I will be around adults again in the outside world. That sounds pretty frightening to me right now. I am a different kind of person, and I don't click with everyone. I can't really help it. I try very hard to be normal, and then I'll f*ck it up by accidentally...
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DAY 33 - Results - Positivity Exercise

Posted 01-31-2019 at 07:18 AM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)

The past several days I have been down in the dumps, feeling like, "Am I ever going to feel normal again?". I have been wanting to give up on my sobriety, dangerously allowing those "what if's" lure me back into the dark side. Yesterday, I tried to "manifest" what I ultimately needed. I simply need to find my happiness again.

Yesterday I decided to focus on stopping any negative thought that entered into my brain dead in its track. Any time a negative...
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