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DAY 66 - An Inner Struggle

Posted 03-05-2019 at 01:00 PM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)
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An Inner Struggle

I am lost.
I cannot seem to remember what led me here.
I walk naked and barefoot carefully over a thin sheet of fragile ice that covers water.
My vision is blurred.
A grey darkness is above and all around me.
I am trying to stop shaking from the stabbing wind chills.
I feel so alone but nobody is close to me so I do not bother screaming for help.
I just move, because that is the only thing
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DAY 20 - 'Twisted Repeat'

Posted 01-18-2019 at 10:31 AM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)

Twisted Repeat

In the dark I lay down and close my eyes,
I try not to listen to the demon's lies.

I am paralyzed and frozen from the fear,
Is that a dark figure holding a shear?

I pile up blankets and pillows for protection,
A scary beast lurks near with a creepy flexion.

I attempt to force these images from my mind,
As a creature crawls above with a snake twined.

I wake in the new morning feeling
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Your Powerless

Posted 08-16-2012 at 10:11 AM by Intheblackhole

You used to make me feel so good and new,
Now all I feel is washed up and used.
I gave you my life and all I had,
Just for your quick fix to take me to dreamy land.
You filled me with numbness and despair,
Even made me want to pull out my hair.
I tried for years to give you up for good,
Only to fall back into you like I knew I would.
Today that changes, I'm taking control,
You are powerless now I'd have you know!
No longer...
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