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I need to not blog only when I'm sad but...

Posted 09-08-2008 at 07:50 AM by SelfSeeking

I guess I'm hesitant to go to the normal threads when I'm feeling my worst. I don't want to whine all the time. I'm really tired of myself, so I can't imagine how other people must feel.

I went to AA meetings yesterday and tomorrow. Yesterday was the best... I felt so good after I left and got coffee with another member. It was a smaller meeting and the physical setup was comfortable. It felt safe, I guess. The meeting today put me more and more on edge. It was quite a bit...
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Posted 08-22-2008 at 08:28 PM by SelfSeeking

This is not at all the lowest point I've actually been in my life... Certainly I'm not feeling any actual exterior consequences of drinking. But I am drinking tonight after 12 days of sobriety, and 11(?) days after joining SR. SR is my first attempt at talking to ANYONE about my alcoholism. It's my first try at trying to quit with anything on top of my paltry willpower. Tonight I failed.
I'm 1.5 beers in (I'm not very big and I'm a woman), and my body feels drunk, but there's 0 euphoria,...
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