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Every day is a new day, that's what I keep telling myself. The struggle is real. I'm in deep with this addiction to wine. I am searching for the answer how to turn it off. I feel lucky if I can keep it down to a daily minimum of just one bottle. I pray to God to take this addiction away. Some days I'm a fighter. Other days are a bit more challenging. Hopefully by putting this out there, starting today, I can find a new hope and believe in myself again.

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DAY 14 - Root Beer on Tap

Posted 01-12-2019 at 04:59 PM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)

2 weeks today!

Last night I hung out at a bar and drank root beer on tap all night! It was St. Arnoldís Root Beer. Itís damn delicious and wasnít jealous of all the drunks looking at a nasty hangover this morning. Nah man, I had an awesome Saturday today, wasnít laying in bed all day nursing a hangover with full of regrets.

Short post today due to not wanting to touch my computer but will be back to spill some tea tomorrow :-)



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If you visit various stores each day to purchase your alcohol...

Posted 01-02-2019 at 10:47 AM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)
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you may be an alcoholic.

Other red flags that may qualify you as being an alcoholic:

-Don't want to go to your middle school child's choir performance because that means you can't drink.

-Hide your bottles because you think your spouse or partner doesn't know. (you are wrong, they do)

-Google pain symptoms that result from drinking too much alcohol.

-Wake up almost every morning and try to remember if you hurt anybody's...
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Day 31- It is what it is

Posted 04-15-2017 at 09:07 PM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)

nope.
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Day 29 - Vacay

Posted 04-13-2017 at 11:37 AM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)

I'm heading to Texas y'all! :-) At the airport with my youngest daughter, and we are going to go play! I'm going to be around friends and family that have no clue I'm sober. It's not something I talk about. Many people don't even know how much I really drank. I'm very nervous about caving in. I'm just taking this one hour at a time. Pray for me, I've been praying for my strength to stay sober all morning.

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