Every day is a new day, that's what I keep telling myself. The struggle is real. I'm in deep with this addiction to wine. I am searching for the answer how to turn it off. I feel lucky if I can keep it down to a daily minimum of just one bottle. I pray to God to take this addiction away. Some days I'm a fighter. Other days are a bit more challenging. Hopefully by putting this out there, starting today, I can find a new hope and believe in myself again.
DAY 42 - Losing Hope
Posted 02-09-2019 at 10:39 PM by LoveHateMerlot
I was woken up at 3:00 am to my 20 y/o daughter's boyfriend FaceTiming me for help to deal with my wasted daughter trying to commit suicide. It lasted until 7:00 am. She is not in a good place, mentally. She needs help but she refuses. She is also selling her body for cash. She is embarrassed so she turned it all around on me today, and won't talk to me. Her boyfriend says she is acting like nothing even happened. I can't count how many times I have been woken up in the middle of the night to these situations with her. She reminds me when I was 20. Luckily I had my Guardian Angels that protected me, and pray they are now with her. I can't save her.
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