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Every day is a new day, that's what I keep telling myself. The struggle is real. I'm in deep with this addiction to wine. I am searching for the answer how to turn it off. I feel lucky if I can keep it down to a daily minimum of just one bottle. I pray to God to take this addiction away. Some days I'm a fighter. Other days are a bit more challenging. Hopefully by putting this out there, starting today, I can find a new hope and believe in myself again.

LoveHateMerlot
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Day 30 - Not Sober

Posted 04-14-2017 at 08:25 PM by LoveHateMerlot
Tags mom , relapse , sober , wine

Yep. I drank. I let my Sober Sister down, although she is still incredibly sweet since my confession.

Visiting Texas, away from my husband, away from Washington. Are you as disappointed as my mother? She is very disappointed, holding her Chardonnay in her hand. Okay she didn't have a Chardonnay in her hand but she literally told me she was so disappointed. The glass in hand will happen later at 5:00 pm.

So, spilling the beans, I had a margarita at a Mexican restaurant here, first. I had beer at Great Wolf Lodge. I'm the mom sitting there at the table while the five 12 year old girls are having a blast.

I'm not extremely proud of myself. But I am not very happy with God either right now.

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