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Every day is a new day, that's what I keep telling myself. The struggle is real. I'm in deep with this addiction to wine. I am searching for the answer how to turn it off. I feel lucky if I can keep it down to a daily minimum of just one bottle. I pray to God to take this addiction away. Some days I'm a fighter. Other days are a bit more challenging. Hopefully by putting this out there, starting today, I can find a new hope and believe in myself again.

LoveHateMerlot
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Day 20 - Bruises

Posted 04-05-2017 at 08:48 PM by LoveHateMerlot
Tags bruises , drunk , mom , wine

(due to technical issues on the site, posting late)

I cannot tell you how many bruises I have had throughout my drinking days. It was kind of like a game, 'Name That Bruise'. I would wake up and think super duper hard, where the heck did that come from? I'm so lucky I never lost a tooth or broke my nose. I would wake up and have bruises on my cheekbones, my nose would be tender, and I would lay there the next morning in bed trying to remember where did I fall this time? I kind of remember being in the closet when I was trying to put my pajamas on face planted into the shelves. I had bruises on my arms and legs from running into furniture. My husband would get glares while we were dining from other women thinking, "That poor girl, why does she stay with him?" My husband would never hurt me and luckily my husband adores me, he never once made me feel like I was not beautiful, even with black and purple bruises on my body. That's another blog for another day; my husband and how I took him for granted.
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