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Every day is a new day, that's what I keep telling myself. The struggle is real. I'm in deep with this addiction to wine. I am searching for the answer how to turn it off. I feel lucky if I can keep it down to a daily minimum of just one bottle. I pray to God to take this addiction away. Some days I'm a fighter. Other days are a bit more challenging. Hopefully by putting this out there, starting today, I can find a new hope and believe in myself again.

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DAY 35 - The Body Keeps the Score

Posted 02-02-2019 at 10:07 PM by LoveHateMerlot (Diary of Wino)

After all this blogging, I am digging deep down to my core. I feel like I have ripped myself apart, bleeding and raw. I have been trying to be honest with myself and let myself truly feel the pain for once. I have been saying whatever I feel and whatever comes to mind, good and bad. It's so easy to get sucked into depression and self loathing and shame. It's so easy to isolate yourself. It is really quite frightening, carefully dissecting yourself into pieces. I don't know who I really am...
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